Monday, February 23, 2009

亀ちゃん二十三歳の誕生日おめでとう！！！
Happy 23rd Birthday Kame-chan! :D

Labels: birthday, Kamenashi Kazuya

Saturday, February 21, 2009

freaks
freak I just woke up after sleeping for 20 hours straight...My head's not pounding quite as much but my throat still hurts like sh*t.
And life still seems to suck.
This weird feeling started right after i left Republic Poly to go back to school for band practice.
Why was i at RP anyway?-.-
Because stupid me signed up for Alpha Program.
Because stupid me got selected.
Because stupid me signed up for the Ushering thingy.(When will i ever learn?)
Because stupid me got selected again.

I'd signed up with Audrey(the other amk Alpha) but she had not gotten selected. -.-

Anyway, i'm stuck doing some useless job ushering teachers. -.-
And whenever a VIP goes up/down the stage, i have to pose there like a statue with a smile plastered on my face, pretending to enjoy every single boring word that comes out of his/her mouth.

This conference is about the launch of www.ecareers.com.sg...and about education and career guidance.
Day 1: 9am-5pm (wtf?!)
Day 2: 9am-1pm
So I'm missing lectures for 2 days.
Both of which has Bio and Chem lectures.
I am SO DYING.
I have no freaking idea why i even signed up for the Alpha program.
At the rate I'm going, not only am i going to get kicked out of the Alpha program, i'm going to be retained.
I hate the teaching system in JC.
The lecture theater is like full of robots taking down notes.
And when teachers ask for answers, i feel like a retard in a room of Einsteins.
I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS EXOCYTOSIS AND ENDOCYTOSIS?!(Is this how you even spell it?) I never knew that it was the entrance/exit of substances into and out of the cell(I'm not even sure this is the exact meaning) until yesterday.
When the teacher asked for an 'E' word that is the process of substances moving out of the cell at the cell surface membrane, the first word that popped into my mind was Excretion. -.-
Freaking excretion.
And the guy next to me laughed.
Omg.
I could have just put up a neon flashing sign with an arrow stating 'Idiot Here!' right above my head.
Same effect achieved.

I really wished I'd gone to a poly.
But then again, maybe not.
I'd feel like sh*t because of an entirely different reason then.
Don't know why? Too bad.

AJ is scary.
It's reputation of a mugger school is soooo true.
Introducing mugger #1: Desiree.
Introducing mugger #2: Qin Jie.
Introducing mugger #3: Audrey.

Introducing slacker #1: Xiao Dan.

God, I have no idea how i'm going to survive in this environment.

I heard that there were people asking about consultations on the very first day of school.
_l_(-.-)_l_
Get a life beyond studying people.

At least my class is not a totally mugging-type(although there are muggers in it too).
I'm going to depend on them to keep me sane for the next two years.
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I have no idea how i'm gonna sleep tonight.
Today's the first (and hopefully the last) time i'd missed Jap lessons. :(
Talk about falling behind in every aspect of life.
Visiting my cousin has also been shifted to tomorrow as i can't possibly visit a baby when i'm sick. (Yes, my mum managed it somehow).
And so, i'll be missing piano tomorrow.

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I'm going to fail my Jap tests as i've not revised my Jap at all since school started.
I'm going to fail my piano test as i've not practiced in forever.
I'm going to fail my regular academics as well just because.

Life's so overwhelming that I'm finding it hard to remain optimistic.















シアオダン、がんばるよ！

Mood: Crap

Labels: life

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I really love my OG group 20/09.
It's so annoying too bad that some really great people got reshuffled into other classes. :(
Jacelyn, Lolson(Lawson), Jun Hao, Divya are just a few of them.
I'm going to miss the OG group like shit man.

*sighs*

Lolson and I had planned to approach the teachers to appeal for his transfer back into 20/09.
But in the 'Principal's Address' right before the time when we were supposed to meet at the ohana, the principal pretty much stamped out what little remnants of hope we had.

So, it's 17/09 for Lolson then. :(

Lolson's in band too, so there's a chance we might still remain friends?
But my impression of the JC band so far is pretty much 'work and leave'.
There hasn't been much inter-band/section bonding.
Or maybe it's because i've only been there for 5 practices or so and have not seen the 'warm' side of AJ's band.

AJ's band culture is really different from AMK's.
Adapting is currently an issue, but i shall work on it.
I'm quite shocked/surprised by how some of the things are, but thinking about how my seniors have been telling me that "JC bands are damn slack one", i should have expected this. XD

Oh and yes, I've decided to remain in Band as the chances of me getting into ODAC was really slim and i pretty much got lazy to try out for other CCAs.
Band = no need to learn any new major skills
:D
So much for trying something new haha.
Guess i love my trombone after all.
I missed playing it.
I miss the AMK trombone section despite having some not-so-great memories.
I'd love to stay in the AMK band without any leadership role. XD

Ok, back to the current time frame.
AJ band.
:(
I hope I'll grow to love it too.
I have some really great new section mates. :D
They make practices fun and crappy. ^.^
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But i still miss my AMK friends.

New friends are great.

But don't you miss how you can hang out with a small group of close friends and just totally let loose in front of them?
How we can just sit and talk meaningless crap for hours?
How we get pissed at each other but still enjoy each other's company?
How we go out without planning any real activities and then sit at a place for really long trying to decide what to do?

The times weren't always great, fun and eventful.
But they're precious.
You only learn to truly treasure something when you lose it.

A friend in AJ told me something along these lines really recently: " When we're not in the same class, it makes the time spent together outside of class all the more precious."

When we're no longer in the same school, it makes what little time we spend together outside of school all the more precious.

I miss my friends and i never want to lose them.

Let's have dinner together every fortnight ok?

じゃね！

Mood: Serious.

Labels: 20/09, friends

Sunday, February 15, 2009

So many things happened and being the super lazy me, i'm not blogging about any! XD
Summary:
-went out on Valentines' Day with friends and had fun whee~
-got treated to Jack's Place by Aunty and i watched my food burn with brandy!
-Orientation week was damn fun and my throat still hurts
-:D
-busy
-the end
-short and sweet :D

ONE DROP HAS BEEN RELEASED! :D
:D
:D


じゃね！

Happy Birthday Iris! :D

Labels: birthday, One Drop, summary

Friday, February 6, 2009

I know i've not been blogging much lately. :X One would have thought that my blog would have been spammed with posts regarding my new JC life.
Guess not.
I only have 1 word to describe it.
Busy.
Oh wait...i can think of another.
Boring!
Well, maybe it won't be all that boring from next week on as Orientation officially starts on Monday. It has been 'Matriculation Week'.
I don't really like my MG(Matriculation Group). The guys are in a world of their own(Imagine an entire group of Duofus?). Half the girls reply you with one word answers when spoken to.
I've not really spoken much to most of them except for 3 girls-Yi Tong(who was from my pri school), Wan Ying(from Unity Sec) and another girl from SCGS(oh no...i don't know her name).
Even so, we didn't really speak much. Just the basics like...where you from? Subject combi? AJ 1st choice? Damn the lecture's so boring isn't it? and all that crap.
Except Wan Ying. Out of the 5 days so far, i've sat next to her for 3 days. But still, we didn't talk much. (Hey...i don't interact well with strangers.)
For the first 4 days, we had University Admission Talks, Trial Lectures, CCA carnival(if you can call it that)...*yawns* I liked the econs lecture the most. The pace was really fast but it was interesting enough to make me try to keep up and not slack of in one corner to sleep.
Bio was okay too although the teacher has a serious attitude problem.
He seems to be a good teacher though.
So i'll leave the judging of that lecturer till i actually sit for his lecture. (In case you didn't know, I'm taking BCMe. Like WTF right? The girl who hates Bio is taking Bio at H2 again! Let's all pop some champagne to celebrate her two years of torture.)
Physics was ok too. The lecturer was boring but the video he showed was rather interesting. But it seemed more DnT than physics. But what the crap man. He totally scared off half the student population with this:
"This is a project you guys will be working on.(Goes on to talk something about solar panels) Even though you don't know you classes yet, start thinking of ideas so that you guys can discuss when you do know your class. I'll expect a prototype to be handed up by....)
WTF?!
Hey. :D
You suck at public relations. More specifically, student relations.
Your "doesn't that sound sooooooo interesting?" only relates to the cyborgs the freaks the people with no life except studying the not-quite-so-normal people.

Anyway, CCA carnival was....ok?
I'm thinking of joining ODAC(outdoors activity club) hahaha!
Yes!
Me!
The sloth!
In ODAC!
Quite hard to imagine right?
Anyway, it's no guarantees i'll get in.
There's some sort of selection camp?
If not...maybe squash(the ball's REALLY fun to whack. It's a great way to destress - trust me).
If not....maybe...band?:S *sighs* i really don't like the band there...
But they're short of trombone players...
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Anyway, i might take Interactive club as my 2nd cca.
It's a good and slack way to accumulate CIP hours. :D
This would help in my NYAA application.
I hope i'll actually COMPLETE filling in the booklet this time.
When i was forced to tryout for the Bronze Award previously, i didn't even fill it in lol. xD
I might aim for the silver this time?
Am i aiming too high?
Should i be taking up so many things?
Would i have time left for my studies?
I plan to study.
I plan to.
But i may not.
Oh no.
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I'm applying for AJC's Alpha Program. :D
Hope i get in.
It's a erally great opportunity.
But it requires me to keep my grades REALLY~ high. :(
What if i screw up my promos?!!?(wtf i'm beginning to worry at my promos before JC1 life even begin its full swing. This stands testimont to the fact that going to JC turns you into a worrywart.)
I want to get into the Alpha programme!
I'm applying for it with Audrey and Wang Kee :D

Speaking of them, i've mainly been hanging out with Audrey, Wang Kee(introed by Aud) and Meiyen these few days.
The bogey(wo)men sticks together.
Look out for the group with the snot-coloured uniform!You can't miss them unless you're blind or seriously colour impaired.
There's only 12 AMKsians in there this year.
Talk about pathetic.
The school's mobbed with Zhong Hua -ians, Cedar-ians(god, there were some seriously annoying people), St Nicholas-ians, Catholic High -ians, Anderson-ians, and Chung Cheng-ians.
Whatever happened to the green people?!
We're like an endangered species, sticking to each other in a small dark corner of AJC, avoiding predators in case they wipe out the last of our kind.

We just knew our classes(ok, technically, we're called PDGs-Personal Development Groups, but i'm still not used to it, so i'm gonna refer to PDGs as classes first) today.
Audrey - 18/09
Meiyen - 19/09
Wang Kee and I - 20/09
Wan Ying - 21/09
We're all BCMe people.
I'm stuck in the same class as that stupid monkey for two years. :X
OH NO.
I might even be in ODAC with her!
OH NO.
NOOOO.
Just kidding. :P
She's nice.
But still.
OH NOOOOOOO!

But it'll make it easier for us to pass our TIME issue around.(Shared the subscription with Meiyen and WK.)

By the way, Wang Kee likes Taguchi!!
Hahahaa!
When she suddenly went "is that Kamenashi Kazuya?" when she saw my hp(yes, he's obviously on the wallpaper) i was shocked.
Then i found out Wang Kee likes KAT-TUN and Taguchi too. :D
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Although she dislikes Koki and Jin. :(
Haha!
Nvm!
I'll do my major fangirling with Selena! :D(Can I?:D:D:D:D:D)

Anyway, I'd better stop now (before someone complains about my lengthy posts :P YES I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU MABEL).

Just a final note:
I'll be going to some ODAC activity tomorrow after my Jap lessons!(I'll be like...3 hours late-.- But it's better than not showing up)Afterwhich, I think I'm going out with Ros, Jenny and Kelly again.
I think.
Unconfirmed lol.
But i wanna see them again.
:D

Adios!~

Mood:tired
(too lazy to post mood icon! :D:D)

Labels: AJ

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Have you ever had a dream affect you so badly, that when you wake up, you couldn't stop crying for half an hour straight?
What do such dreams mean?
I wonder if there's even a definite answer...

Labels: dreams