Clandestine Fabrications

Moving

2009-07-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

Well, this is going to be my last post here! :D I'm moving my blog to livejournal! Reasons? Plenty, but it'll bore you out because half of them is related to fandom. :P

Here's the link btw click!

Anyway, my last post here:

Happy Birthday Akanishi Jin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Anniversary XD

2009-06-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Since i can't remember when was the exact date i watched Nobuta wo Produce last year >.>'', I'm setting my KAT-TUN fandom anniversary as the 15th of June. XD Right smack in the middle of the month (that's the only thing I'm sure of). XD

Well, it's half a month late, but happy anniversary to me! ^.^v

Fandom FTW!!

Some people may think this is pointless dumb stuff to kill time.

But fans (of anyone) know better. :)

It rejuvinates your dead brain.
It helps you relax.
It makes the suckiest day seem good and good days seem like heaven.
It boosts your confidence in academics since you can actually remember stuff without TRYING to memorize them ;)
It burns a big fat hole in your wallet but you feel like you'd do it 9999999x again just for the euphoria when your package arrives.
It makes you lose weight (some what) when you have a measly allowance to budget with KAT-TUN products being near the top of the priority list.
It makes the draggiest of days pass by really really fast.
It makes you sad, when you learn of things you wished never happen. But again, that's empathy :D
It makes living through the hellish lessons worth it so that you can get back home and drown in it.
It makes studying bearable as there's always fandom waiting at the end of it for you.
It widens your social circle with fellow fans.
It makes you want to try out things you'd never thought of before.
It makes you really creative when you're thinking of reasons for lists such as this. :D

It makes me me.

I LOVE MY FANDOM :)

Ok, back to Bio T_T
*thinks of fandom*

failure

2009-06-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

ok, i'm still one for hours, despite what i said>.<
Failure much? Dx

Exam preparation

2009-06-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

I swear that I will not touch the computer from now on!
The only allowance is an hour every 2 days>.< (I can't go cold turkey!! What about my fandom??)
And when i turn it on to charge my iPod.

You know you're a Kame fan when...

2009-06-03T23:48:00.004+08:00

Silent_jing @ lj came up with this!All credits to her! I just couldn't resist stealing it XD

You know that you’re a Kame fangirl when…

You think that guys with black nail polish are hot. (LOL YES YES YES! And i've never thought that till Kame came knocking on this fangirl's door><)

You pay attention to Kame’s nails when you watch concert videos. (well, every part actually XD)
You start painting random nails black. (school :( i'd get murdered thrice over by my teachers)
You think that it’s alright for guys to wear (a lot of) eyeliner. (HELL YEAH. JUST LOOK AT LIPS!)
It’s okay for guys to be overly skinny. (Not my favourite figure for guys, but i'm okay with it. :P)
You have thought about having a car plate reading “KK 223”. (Any one ever tried petitioning for a carplate in Singapore that doesn't start with S?)
You have contemplated buying the lottery with the numbers ‘1582’. (underaged XD and i don't gamble :X I have a knack for losing money and i need as much as i can for my fangirling activities :X)
‘Ichigo pantsu’ has become a phrase you use in your daily life. (well, i spam my friend with it often enough - she got annoyed :X - but since most people just go 'huh?'....><>
You find yourself surrounded with many turtle-related items. (Keychains, earrings…) (I have a turtle plushie hanging of my phone! XD and i use it to wipe the screen >X>)
You want to look for the accessories that Kame wears. (YESSSSS!Just for the heck of it XD)
Crunky is your favourite chocolate. (Never ate it :X Not a choco lover anyway XD)
Do Co Mo is your dream phone. (Not all that picky. Just no motorola or nokia XD)
Kissy sounds in a song are hot. (*swoons* :X ok well, it does take getting use to XD KAT-TUN does BAD things to my tastes XD)
Slurping sounds in a song are normal. (After 1582? DUH)
It’s alright for guys to wear kimonos and dance in them with umbrellas. (*giggles*)
You have developed an interest in wine after watching Kami no Shizuku. (Haha! Yeah! Who knew there could be so much crap behind wind-drinking.)
You want to name your pet dog ‘Ran-chan’. (Sort of. My mum would probably not allow it though XD)
You want a pet turtle. (Yes, and i'll name it Kame :D)
You call dogs ‘wan wan’ and cats ‘nya nya’. (That's just too weird><I might name one (next time) Kame and the other Nashi just for the heck of it though X: )
Baseball has suddenly become your favourite sport. (No real favourite sport><>
Not wearing anything under your jeans is normal. (That's still uncomfortable><)
You watched ‘Prison Break’ because Kame once said that it was great. (Thought of watching it, but never actually got down to it XD)
You think that ‘Hotel Rwanda’ is interesting after you found out that Kame recommended Ueda and Maru to watch it. (Never watched it either :X)
You want to know what Burberry perfume smells like after finding out that Kame wears it. (~~I might even be tempted to buy it -.-~~ YESS!:D)
Your favourite kind of sushi is squid. (I still like the orange egg-ish one and jellyfish more XD)
Dreamboys is your favourite musical. (Can't say that, after i watched Phantom of the Opera at Broadway ><)
You contemplated trying on a kimono after Kame said that he liked girls in traditional Japanese costumes. (YESS!! But it's so ex. :X I only bought a Yutaka in the end. :S)
You thought that large, dorky, black-framed glasses were creepy until Kame wore them. (HAHA!!Yes yes yes!! Jin and ueda too! Although Koki and Maru should still stay ten thousand feet away from anything resembling glasses.)
Your ideal guy should know how to dance in a top hat, with a cane. (Ideal idol guy anyway. XD I'd be limiting my prospective significant other GREATLY if so. XD And only Kame and a handful of other peeps would be able to do it so awesomely anyway XD)
You laugh to yourself while reading summaries of Kase by Kase. (oops.:X)
You think that guys who box are cool. (Yess!!*droools*i even thought of trying it out ><)
Your brain goes ‘Sister Angela!’ when you’re watching ‘Dance, Subaru!”. (hahahaha! Yes! My friend was like wtf when i suddenly pointed at the ballerina at the screen and went 'EH??!That's Sister Angela!")
You tell your friends ‘bye-bicycle!’ when you’re about to leave. (They'd probably ignore me if i did that XD)
You tie your fringe up Shuuji-style when you’re at home. (yeah :X it's cute XD )
Its okay for your idol to change his hairstyle with almost every single/album/etc released. (ROFLMAO)
You think that guys with thin eyebrows are cute. (Well, most anyway. Koki's are really tooooo thin :X *lols at him shaving a portion off*)
You start writing Kame-related fanfiction. (I used to write fanfiction (for Tom Felton :X) but i figured i sort of sucked at commitment so i stopped :X)
You want to try surfing and be better at it than Kame is. (Yes, really. But i'd have to find myself some decent waves on the coasts of Singapore first - not quite that possible.)
You are only interested in the third episode of Mr. Brain. (Yes:X Guilty)
You think of Akame every time you eat ‘ang ku kueh’. ( I couldn't bring myself to eat them for breakfast ><)
You think of Akame whenever you see the ninja turtles. (‘仁者龟’) (Haha! True true XD)
You want to watch ‘Spirited Away’ after seeing Kame’s imitation of the frog. (Well, technically, i'd already watched it XD)
You want to watch ‘Howl’s Moving Castle’ because Kame failed to imitate a character in it. (same as above)
Donald Duck is your favourite Disney character because Kame can imitate his voice. (I don't have a favourite, actually><)
Your favourite character from ‘Vampire Knight’ is Kaname Kuran simply because he reminds you of a darker version of Kame. (yes!!!!!!!!!!!!omg?i actually found someone else who agreed? all the friends who i showed it to were like "they look alike?er...a little i guess" -.-)
You watched ‘Ponyo on the cliff by the sea’ because Kame liked it. (and i liked it too XD)
You have listened to the song that went ‘Oshiri kajiri mushi…’ (.......what's that?:X *shoots self*)
You have watched all his performances of ‘hanasanaide ai’ and found the development in the way he danced them to be hilarious. (I want to see how he danced the latest version in the BtR concert XD)
You recognized one of the songs that Maru sang during the ‘Of course!’ jokes segment of the QoP concert to be from Dreamboys. (hahahaha!)
You want a purple half-mask with a long, foldable nose. (and a magic hand to fix the broken nose too)
You actually found this list amusing. (lol, yeah! you rock><)
34/51. I ain't that bad ne XD

And yes, THAT'S WHAT FANGIRLING DOES TO A GIRL'S MIND!

Iluma, Bugis.

2009-06-03T22:00:00.008+08:00

Really cool exterior architecture. :D It sort of looks like a white beehive? ~~or if you're a freak like me, you might find that it looks somewhat like an icosahedral virus XD~~ There tower-ish part of the building rises out of the beehive, looking like it doesn't belong there at all, in rectangular-shaped shades of red/brown/black. It doesn't look like it belongs, yet in a belong-ish way? Get my meaning? ~~guess not~~ At night, the 'cell's of the beehive has light sort of 'flowing' through them. You might probably want to go take a look for yourself as i don't have any pictures ~~or strong descriptive vocabulary~~. I do have pictures of the inside though.(not of the best of the best quality) They have some seriously cool shops in there. Like this 'Otaku something' shop that sold/rented cosplay clothes and tons of other anime plushies and usable whatnots. The comics connection there had a seriously HIGH ceiling. I'm not really sure why, but i'm guessing it was for displaying those plushies that were sitting high up on cupboard shelves (god knows why) which is honestly just quite dumb :X. Who looks that high even? ~~ok fine, i glanced~~ Looking that high for prolonged periods of time (say, comparing plushies and wondering if they're worth the bills in your pockets) gives you a serious kink in the neck. Not pleasant. There was also this shop called 'Backstage', claiming to be the new drama in accessories (quoted). Went in, walked around, not quite my stuff. XD Ah well, I'm definitely checking back that place again, since only half the shops were open then. Those empty gray spaces you see in the pictures ~~or not~~ are actually lots waiting to be filled up. Oh, and THIS deserves a special mention and entire PARAGRAPHS dedicated to it: Ebisboshi Shotengai
My pictures honestly, don't even do it justice. Seriously, go there and experience it for yourself. It's easy enough to spot. You can't possibly miss it - on the 4th floor.
They have 7 authentic Japanese restaurants in there: (i only remember some) a maid shabu shabu restaurant (yes, they were really dressed in maid costumes), teppan no hoshi (teppanyaki. i think they fry those okinawa-ian Japanese pancakes called okonomiyaki there too), and the one i ate at:.......ok wait><><>that continuously spews out instructions is used to tap a regular menu with micro-electronic wiring in it to send our orders.

I ate the okonomiyaki:

My mum ate Curry Katsu Don:

My dad, some seafood fried rice (which he ended up wasting half since he didn't like the soft Japanese rice used to cook the fried rice. Like honestly, what else did he expect><) And we shared a Green-dunno-what fish from Hokkaido (or so the waiter said, when he served it, according to me dad. I heard "Arigatou gozaimasu" though. But again, i wasn't really paying attention><):

With drinks, the total billed choked up to 57.30 >.<>.<>.<

So.......toodles! XD

ps(?) i know those pictures didn't show any great photography skills. ok fine, it showed my complete lack of it.

Live shark bait

2009-06-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

This is bloody sad. For the dogs and the humans.
Dogs? It's self-explanatory.
Humans? For what we've stooped to.

Try hammering a nail through your jaw and hands/legs and then getting dragged around with a wire attached to those nails, behind an 18 wheeler speeding on a highway. Maybe we'll feel 1/10th of the fear/pain/horror those dogs go through then.

PW

2009-05-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

I hate PW.
HATE.
HHHAAATTTEEE.
Repeat after me.
Haech. Aye. Teee. Iii.
Fucking subject.

Today feels like shit.
Think i got Wang Kee's bug.
Urgh.
I would sleep early today if i could, but i'm supposed to do PW!
EFFING PW!!!

Man...i should so start to improve on my English. I'm writing in such short simple ~~retarded~~ sentences. It's no wonder i got 25/50 for my first GP essay test huh -.-

EFF. EUUU. SEEEE. KAAAAY!
:)
-.-

Break The Record Fancam update :)

2009-05-25T01:33:00.002+08:00

Found a better version of Ueda's solo! :D

*cries at the Romeo and Juliet scenes playing in the background*
The fact that he played Romeo made me read the play>< Almost cried.

There's more on livejournal but they've yet to make their way onto youtube so i'll post again :)

I'll probably go sleep now and download the fancams for viewing some other day (god knows when that'll be) -.-

My nose stopped leaking red fluid too :)

Goodnight/morning!

Nose bleeds :(

2009-05-25T00:36:00.004+08:00

My nose seems to be bleeding on a daily basis :(
I think I'll be losing more blood than my monthly inconveniences if this continues.
Yep, so I'm sitting in bed with my laptop(finally got a new battery!) with a bunch of tissues stuffed up my nostrils and a toilet roll beside me, blogging. Imagine the glamorous image.
Sounds fun right?:D
There might even be a pattern to this -.-
Maybe the right nostril for Monday, the left for Tuesday, both for Wednesday, left for Thursday, and right again for Friday?
Let's spot the pattern! It'll make this whole nose-bleeding business more entertaining.

You can probably tell I'm spoiled for choice when it comes to entertainment. :)

If you didn't notice the sarcasm, it's time to get your IQ checked. :)

Work :( + KAT-TUN Break the Records Album/concert review:)

2009-05-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

Bleurgh.
School sucks, as usual. XD
But....i think enough on that. :D
I'm going to make this a happy post.

And what else other than KAT-TUN to lift my mood?:DDDD

KAT-TUN has ended their 8 consecutive days concert in Tokyo Dome (2 more in June to go!) and announced their Summer concert tour plans in places outside of Tokyo (eg, Hokkaido and Okinawa) :D

Gosh, i wonder where they get the steam to continue on like that.

I wonder wonder wonder....

*squeals*
Jin's new solo feat. Crystal Kay "Wonder"

-.-

Not one of my favourites though. Jin can do waaaay better :(
Maybe a studio recording instead of those LQ fancam/recordings i've heard might change my mind.
But currently, i'm still more of a pre-debut Jin solo fan.

Jin performed Murasaki on his day of 'Mars' and #$%^&*(&^%$ it was effing hilarious.

Kame's solo ~~was~~ is EPIC.
The sound isn't very good for this version.
This one shows the beginning part where Kame fell from a height of around 30 metres! :D:D:D:D

My interpretation of it is as follows.
First, Kame was acting as the wife of the General (Nobu something....the one who died in 1582), waiting at home as her husband went to war/fight/whatever.
And then later, when he pulled off the kimono to reveal his Samurai costume and unsheathed the katana, he become the general, fighting :D

Yeah...quite a lousy interpretation ne? XD

Ok, on to Ueda's solo: Hana no Mau Machi

One of the best versions i could find. :(

I hope more fancams of the other member's solos will pop up soon. :D
I can't wait to see Taguchi's and Nakamaru's.
:D
I find myself loving all their solos in the new album >.>''
I fell in love with them in this order :
1. Care - Akanishi Jin. Well, this IS a pre-debut solo. I like most of his pre-debut solos. :D
2. 1582 - The first song of the album to be leaked onto the net. This song is amazing, what else can i say?
3. PIERROT - This is the first time i can seriously say i like a Solo of Koki. Although it's still really heavy, the chorus just gets to me. This song was on repeat for 2 entire days :X
4. White World - Maru's solo. Fell in love with it around the same time as PIERROT. Once again, the tune just gets to me. Some find his solo boring, but who cares. I think this is his best solo yet :D
5. Hana no Mau Machi - Ueda's solo! Took a while for me to like this as i'm more for his soft ballade solos. This is paced alot faster than Ai no Hana or Love in Snow. :3 But once again, i fell in love with it in the end ^.^
6. Wind - Taguchi's solo. I feel bad. :( I usually take the longest to like his solos. Maybe it's due to his 'light' genre and i usually take some time to like those type of songs (eg, most Arashi and NewS songs :S). There's a reason why i prefer KAT-TUN's music to the rest >.>'' KAT-TUN takes on the heavier tunes amongst their peers, although they do vary to really pop-ish ones/big band/ballade/etc. Wind is by far, better than Samurai Love Attack. ^.^ I can't pick between Natsu no Basho and this though. :S

Other songs on the album includes:
MOON: Ok, technically this wasn't on MY album. I ordered the limited version one only as money doesn't exactly fall from the sky for me. :( But man! This is one of the best songs!!The Japanese/enka-ish music's really surprising, coming from KAT-TUN, but they slid back into their regular rock soon enough. However, in the background, there's still these 2 haunting notes being played over and over again in a downbeat rest upbeat rhythm, going faster and faster at the beginning of the rock segment. After which, the song just plain rocks! XD Ok, so i'm not the best of music reviewers>.>''(duh)
Don't U Ever Stop: One of their better-selling singles, but definitely not my favourite. :( It's pretty catchy and easy to hum along with but it's just not my cup of tea, although the PV was pretty cool. This song just sort of gets on my nerve :( Especially when i have to hear it a few times over. A great dance-y song though. Jin's hair ROCKED in this PV :P
Sadistic Love: Knock knock on the Secret Door ~ One of my favourite songs in this album too :) Sadistiku Love~ And their pronunciation isn't half bad. :P Although it did take me some time to figure out that they were singing 'Sadistic Love' at that part. >.>'' It's another one of their rock songs. :D I prefer this type of rock songs as compared to those like Yorokubi no Uta though(took me quite some time to like that song).
RESCUE: One of their best singles ever? Everything about this song just makes me love it - the harmonizing, the pv, the melody, the drama. Ok, you name it :P Help me out, Search my light, Please take me back home. Into blazq, Lost in maze, Someone call my name~
Water Dance:Lots of synthesizer in the beginning. The instrumental part was nice, but i don't really like the first verse up till the chorus. The chorus's pretty sweet and catchy, although i couldn't get the part in the background until i saw the official lyrics. A slight TABOO feel?
One Drop:Once again, like i said previously, a really catchy chorus. :D And the PV's really cool - showing a side of KAT-TUN we don't really see. What with the Limo's with their personalized number plates. :D
eg: Kamenashi Kazuya, Birthday: 23rd Feb. His number plate was KK 223 :D
I do have a problem with Kame's hair in that PV though >.>''
Kimi Michi:This song doesn't really stick. :S
It's ok for occasional listening though :O It's like, when you ask me what's the song like, i wouldn't remember, unless i was listening to it at that time. Then i would think that it has a really spring-ish feel about it.
Shunkashuutou(春夏秋冬):I can't spell that song at all>.>'' I had to search it on youtube to get the Romaji spelling. I'm sort of confused over the title of this song though. The title is Shukashuutou, yet the song sings it as Haru Natsu Aki Fuyu, which means Spring Summer Autumn Winter respectively. So which is the title actually?O_O''The album only wrote it in Kanji><
Ah well, about this song, it's ok. Same as Kimi Michi. Doesn't stick.
White X'mas (Album Version): Not much difference from the Single except for the part where Koki's rap is included. The single was a really beautiful song (set on repeat for a week+?) and this is no different. :) Still capable of making me teary on an emotional day.
NEIRO:What's with the weird names?:X I thought this would be another Koki-ish song due to the name. Note: PIERROT and NEIRO. Anyone else think so too? Well, it turned out to be a ballade. Quite nice, but not one of my favourite ballades. It falls short of Crazy Love and Precious One. It still has a really sweet tune and in piano accompaniment though. If this is released as a piano score online, definitely one i would learn :)

Haha. Ok. Done with that finally :)

My Beginners Two Japanese Lesson Graduation Test is next week, so wish me good luck :X I'll need it. I'm pretty screwed XD

:(

2009-05-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

I need someone to carry out my serious fangirling with.
Somehow....i feel...
haiz
total deja vu

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2009-05-16T23:10:00.001+08:00

Being forgotten and left behind.
That's a sad feeling.
:)
But I'll keep on smiling.
That's just how life is.

KAT-TUN concert start!!

2009-05-15T18:45:00.006+08:00

I'm not even there and i'm so excited that i can't even sit still for a minute!!!
The lucky ~~bastards~~ people who can go watch them live ~~better count their blessings~~ are definitely going to have so much fun!
~~Today's Friday, (Fire Day) so it's the Fire Planet theme...which is....Mars?O_O~~ It's Venus today! :D
~~I wonder who's gonna be in charge of the segment production today too :(~~ Nakamaru-kun!! :)
~~DAMMIT I WANNA BE THERE!~~
Some pictures! Credit: Tsuyaka@Lj

Concert Goodies!
I've ordered a Kame and a group Clear File (3rd row from the top) as well as a water bottle! :D (2nd row from bottom 3rd from left)

I don't even carry such bags but i freaking hell WANT this!! :(
and this!:

and this!!:

AND MORE!!!!:

*DIES*
AND HOW CAN I FORGET THESE???

I'm definitely gonna be skulking around youtube and livejournal for fancams/reports!

AND I'LL GET MY ASS BACK HOME ON MONDAY TO WATCH THE SURPRISE LIVE TELECAST SEGMENT FROM TOKYO DOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~Even if i have to carjack a taxi and knock down some people on the way~~ <---joking:X

Anyway, ganbaru yo KAT-TUN! XD And Maru!! Have fun bungee jumping 8 days straight! :D

I WANT TO BE THERE

They would have started the concert already. T_T
I can only imagine clips of what it might be like there from previous concert DVDs.
ARGH.
:(

Anyway!!!IT'S THE WEEKEND!!!!!~~plenty of~~ time to loiter around for fanreports!! :3
*victory dances*

YAY~! :D

2009-05-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

Make your own Countdown Clocks

KAT-TUN Break the Records 8days straight (+2) Concert at Tokyo Dome! :D

Change of stone venue :D

2009-05-03T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hehe! I'm at Selena's house now! XD Stoning while watching James, Yingying, Felicia and another guy play bridge.
I wonder why i'm here anyway. XD My internet just got fixed this morning (after 5 days of internet-less days, salvation has dawned on my doorstep in the form of a Singnet repairman! XD excuse me for my melodrama, but TRY SURVIVING WITHOUT THE INTERNET FOR ALMOST A WEEK!!!And the very day before KAT-TUN's official album release too :( Great timing right?)

I was just stoning in front of my computer, putting off doing Bio essays(total deja vu from Secondary School days. Just can't bring myself to love or even remotely like this subject, albeit the content is more interesting) when Selena called and asked if i have poker cards.

Yeah, so i brought poker cards down to her house (it rocks to be neighbours! XD) and here i am! Stoning as per before, but not at the same place. :D Changing a venue to stone is good habit! :D

Bleaurgh.

Hahaha...i feel bad, totally posessing her computer like that.

Oh well, signing off!

As per usual, school sucks! :D

What's new?

I'll leave you with something to think about though :D

Saw this sometime back in a Readers' Digest section:
If all the countries in the world are in debt, where did all the money go?

*sighs* the world of economics... *ponders*
*gives up*
if you have some brilliant answer, enlighten me! :D

Jaa!

kizuna score testing

2009-04-25T18:53:00.001+08:00

just need a place to embed this so i can try printing it >(
KIZUNA - Kamenashi Kazuya KIZUNA - Kamenashi Kazuya tokyo.juliet From Gokusen 2 OST. Kamenashi Kazuya of KAT-TUN.

Publish at Scribd or explore others: Sheet Music & Lyrics piano score

Flunker

2009-04-14T16:58:00.004+08:00

hi :)
i've failed so many tests! :D
like YAY! :D
Chem?FAIL :D
Math? FAIL :D
GP? EPIC FAIL :D
Bio? Taking the test tomorrow but i've not even started yet so YES! It's gonna be another FAIL! :D

Haha! You can tell how much i love JC right?:D

Ah well, KAT-TUN makes life sooo much better! :D

Look at this amazing towel that made a hole in my pocket. :D

It's an official 2008 QoP concert goodie ^.^

Urgh ok, done procrastinating. :(
I've napped, blogged, checked my mail, and whatsnot.

Time to atleast try to study for bio. -.-

Horrible enzymes/cell membrane/cell component.....here i come! -.-

i'm elated ;D

2009-04-04T23:45:00.003+08:00

seriously.
why the fuck.
am i in jc?
my mum plans to retire in five years or less.
that's like 75% of the family income gone.
i'd have to be working by then.
but since i'm in jc now
i'd still be in a uni then (well duh! like an A level cert would get me a job)
polytechnic for 3-4 years
and then work
and then maybe a while later, uni education
that should have been my path
why the shit am i where i am now?

we'll be moving into a smaller flat
and selling our current one
but how long do you think the profit from that would last?
studying in a local university would already take a major chunk out of it
so it's goodbye to my dream of studying overseas
even IF i were to get a scholarship
am i just to pack my bag and leave my parents in singapore?
surviving on the 'steady' income provided by my dad's freelancing?

the more i think about it, the more tempted i am to drop out of jc to go to poly.
it would solve so much of my problems
so what if the uni rate is low
so what

so what if being a poly graduate means i'll be stuck with a low/moderate paying job for the rest of my life unless i upgrade my education
so what

i love life
it's so freaking fair
but who am i to complain?many people are worse off right?

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2009-04-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

i'm having the best time of my life
really.

KAT-TUN's 3rd Anniversary

2009-03-22T12:07:00.002+08:00

It's their 3rd Anniversary since debut! :D
2 banners made in rush as a gift on the KAT-TUN Signal forum :)

Ganbatte KAT-TUN!

Ok....gonna try and finish some more holiday homework now-.-

Replies and whatsnot.

2009-03-17T00:36:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging, but i've been reading the blogs of others. :)
So this is somewhat a reply to some posts that i really want to talk about? And just some random stuff i want to say to these people as well.
~~And because i'm in a really sentimental mood.~~

Ros
So school, life, and studying sucks.
We've established that :)
But i know what had made these years bearable and i think you do too.
I hope you make lots of new friends and maybe find a bestie or two (or three) in St. Andrews.
Still, know that old friends cherish you and hope to be cherished too. :)
Life's been a bitch, refusing us opportunities to meet up.
But let's be even bitchier and squeeze in a slot or two XD
Keep working for all these DAMN JC SUBJECTS even though i know you hate to. (Ditto!)
And congratz on your Chinese Tuition man! Go get your A!Or even a B :) Wait. If Mr Soh can get an A, so can you.-.-
And your Youth Whatever Thingy Club(oops), hehe! Don't worry about getting kicked out because you're not good enough. You got in BECAUSE you're good enough. :) Go get the president spot! GO ROSANNA! GO GO ROSANNA!(recognize this cheer?-.-)

Kel
KELLY DEAAAAAAR~
Yo!
Honestly, so what if you didn't get into Film Sound and Video?
It might not be my place to say this, but why bother hating someone who's no longer around?:)
Maybe you can't help it, but just a suggestion by a ~~really intruding and somewhat annoying?~~ friend: SHOW HIM(or whatever is left of him) that this colour impairment will not hinder your life's success in anyway. Even if you can't become a Producer, you'll find other interests and succeed in it. :)
Maybe after this IT fair, you've realised a new passion for the Service Industry?:P

Hahaha, by the way....i was there on Saturday (although i did not buy anything) AND WTF YOU CALL THAT LITTLE PEOPLE?!!? I know they stopped the escalator leading up to the 2nd floor for an hour around 4 due to overwhelming response. I think that if i had stood still for 5 seconds, i'd have been trampled to the ground.

That's why i hate large shopping crowds.

WZ
Jenny! You need to blog! I have no idea what's going on in your happy Poly life right now.
Are you still WoWing day in and day out?
Still sleeping at 2 and waking at 10?-.-
Still going all the way to Dobhy Ghaut to buy Takoyaki? (ROFL)

AND HEY! YOU TOTALLY BAILED ON ME ON SAT!!!
Your apology isn't accepted. >(
Did you go for Family Day or something?
*Boxes you*

I miss boxing you :(
And frazzling you.
And melting you.
And decaying you.
And rotting you.
And _____ you. :( :(

And just because i'm feeling extremely sentimental of late, i'm ending the post with this.
"They brighten up my day and chase the clouds away." This line keeps surfacing in my mind.

When the lessons and the torrential rain,
Bring with them tremendous strain,
I know, to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When i'm left out in the biting cold,
With shattered dreams and visions so old,
I know, to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When i feel the world has left me behind,
And no one can hear my plaintive cries.
I know, to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When i come to a fork in life's treacherous path,
And stand undecided, which would incur Fate's wrath?
I know, to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When i'm old and frail and caged in bed,
And no one remembers a single word i've said,
I know, to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When the rainbow in the sky fades,
And reality brings me back down to Hades,
I know to think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they'll brighten up my day and chase the clouds away.

When i'm happy and gay as can be,
I'd like to shout to the rest of the world in glee,
To think back to the memories of yesterday,
As they too, will brighten up your day and chase the clouds away.

HMV and RESCUE pv :D

2009-03-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

KAT-TUN content warning :P

Yay!
My HMV package is on it's way.
It should be here by early next week.
:)

Of course i'm absolutely elated.
Yet, there's still this small part of my conscience nagging at me. :S
Another 100+ bucks down the drain.
Aw SHUCKS!

Another great news!
I just watched RESCUE's short version PV and BLOODY HELL IT'S ABOUT THE BEST PV I'VE SEEN.

Just watch.
You can't help but agree. :P

Cya!

complains!

2009-03-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

I can't say life has been great.
It hasn't.

Yet i have to keep it up, this endless routine.

Feeling so despondent just a month into JC life must seem weird.

I met Selena on the way home after dinner at KFC with Wang Kee and Audrey.

Talking to her non-stop on the 4th floor stairwell made everything seem so much better.

Talking to people who you can just pour your heart out to makes it seem as if a veil have been lifted off some events.

セリナさん、本当にありがとうございます！

I hope to meet up with my sec school friends again.

.
.
.

Ok, anyway! It's pretty much finalized i'm going to quit AJ's band?(oops!)
I just have to hunt down the respective teachers to sign the form.
SORRY XIN YI!
IT'S NOT THE PEOPLE!
It's
1) The hours
2) Some practices
3) Alvin
4) There are enough trombone players for SYF now

Think i'll be joining visual arts club with Audrey. :D
I told you i was a slacker-.-
I'm simply extending it to the CCA field.
With my schedule less packed now, hopefully i'll have more time to use the computer AND GET DOWN TO COMPLETING MY TRANSLATIONS FOR THE JORSUB TEAM!!!(I've got like a 2/3-week extension already?!!?) and maybe do more homework. :X
I'm SO lagging behind in my studies.
Math is totally killing me.
I miss Kenneth - my teacher :(
I miss Kelvin - my fellow crapper :S
I MISS MS DEEPA!!!! :S

Oh, and hopefully i'll be able to keep up with my KAT-TUN news now. :D
I'm honestly deprived. :(

Thank god my HMV package will be despatched/arriving soon - probably by the end of next week?

Urgh. Ok, warning-some major complaining and not-so-witty-sarcasm.

WHAT IS UP WITH GENERAL PAPER!!?!???
I FREAKING HATE THE NEWS!!!
I'M NOT REALLY A BUSYBODY BY NATURE YET I'M SUPPOSED TO BE INTERESTED TO KEEP UP TO DATE WITH THE LATEST NEWS??!?
I mean - the economic crisis, ok! I know of it, it impacts my life. OK! Do i really need to know the specifics? Like which company collapsed; who's in major debt; blahblahblah???
And celebrity news? Sorry! The only one i'm interested in is KAT-TUN's news and due to the annoying workload i'm not even able to keep up with that??
Who the hell is Slumdog millionaire Rahinah anyway?
And Jamie Lynn Spears is Britney Spears sister??She ended up a teenage mum??Being a star on Nickolodean serieses complicated matters??

WTF

I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THIS.

okok, let's say i give GP a chance. So, i'm supposed to read the newspaper everyday...like as a bedtime story.
OH IT WORKS ALL RIGHT!
As a BEDTIME story!
I can't even finish half an article before i start nodding off!

This is boring sh*t.

AND MATHS!
ANNOYING STANDARD CURVES!
WHAT FREAKING HYPERBOLA ELLIPSE SH*T?!
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN REALLY!
YOU'RE JUST A SHAPE.
WHY MUST WE EVEN LEARN ABOUT YOU?
YOU COME IN HANDY WHEN I WANT TO DRAW AN EGG!
YAY!
OK NOW GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

Argh.

AND BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*major regret state*
TO ALL BIO SEC STUDENTS OUT THERE.
IF YOU DON'T ENJOY BIO NOW, DON'T TAKE IT IN JC EVEN IF YOU SCORE BETTER IN IT THAN YOUR OTHER SCIENCES.
^%$£%^&*&^%$£#^%$%#&^#(*&^%$^

AND CHINESE!!!!
THOUSAND WORD ESSAY DUE THE COMING WED!
omg T_T
thousand word.
THOUSAND word.
T_T T_T T_T
It's group work.
It doesn't make it any better.
Although their wider vocab does help.
But still.
T_T
Chinese.
This sucks.

Anything else i can think of to complain about?
Trying to get it all out of my system in one shot.
*thinks*

Nothing major? XD

*sighs*
Ahh...i feel way better.
The blog is great for ranting. :D

Ready for a new battle with JC life.

じゃね！

Happy Birthday Kame-chan!

2009-02-23T18:36:00.002+08:00

亀ちゃん二十三歳の誕生日おめでとう！！！
Happy 23rd Birthday Kame-chan! :D

....

2009-02-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

~~freaks~~
freak

Crap days

2009-02-21T20:23:00.002+08:00

I just woke up after sleeping for 20 hours straight...My head's not pounding quite as much but my throat still hurts like sh*t.
And life still seems to suck.
This weird feeling started right after i left Republic Poly to go back to school for band practice.
Why was i at RP anyway?-.-
Because stupid me signed up for Alpha Program.
Because stupid me got selected.
Because stupid me signed up for the Ushering thingy.(When will i ever learn?)
Because stupid me got selected again.

I'd signed up with Audrey(the other amk Alpha) but she had not gotten selected. -.-

Anyway, i'm stuck doing some useless job ushering teachers. -.-
And whenever a VIP goes up/down the stage, i have to pose there like a statue with a smile plastered on my face, pretending to enjoy every single boring word that comes out of his/her mouth.

This conference is about the launch of www.ecareers.com.sg...and about education and career guidance.
Day 1: 9am-5pm (wtf?!)
Day 2: 9am-1pm
So I'm missing lectures for 2 days.
Both of which has Bio and Chem lectures.
I am SO DYING.
I have no freaking idea why i even signed up for the Alpha program.
At the rate I'm going, not only am i going to get kicked out of the Alpha program, i'm going to be retained.
I hate the teaching system in JC.
The lecture theater is like full of robots taking down notes.
And when teachers ask for answers, i feel like a retard in a room of Einsteins.
I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS EXOCYTOSIS AND ENDOCYTOSIS?!(Is this how you even spell it?) I never knew that it was the entrance/exit of substances into and out of the cell(I'm not even sure this is the exact meaning) until yesterday.
When the teacher asked for an 'E' word that is the process of substances moving out of the cell at the cell surface membrane, the first word that popped into my mind was Excretion. -.-
Freaking excretion.
And the guy next to me laughed.
Omg.
I could have just put up a neon flashing sign with an arrow stating 'Idiot Here!' right above my head.
Same effect achieved.

I really wished I'd gone to a poly.
But then again, maybe not.
I'd feel like sh*t because of an entirely different reason then.
Don't know why? Too bad.

AJ is scary.
It's reputation of a mugger school is soooo true.
Introducing mugger #1: Desiree.
Introducing mugger #2: Qin Jie.
Introducing mugger #3: Audrey.

Introducing slacker #1: Xiao Dan.

God, I have no idea how i'm going to survive in this environment.

I heard that there were people asking about consultations on the very first day of school.
_l_(-.-)_l_
Get a life beyond studying people.

At least my class is not a totally mugging-type(although there are muggers in it too).
I'm going to depend on them to keep me sane for the next two years.
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I have no idea how i'm gonna sleep tonight.
Today's the first (and hopefully the last) time i'd missed Jap lessons. :(
Talk about falling behind in every aspect of life.
Visiting my cousin has also been shifted to tomorrow as i can't possibly visit a baby when i'm sick. (Yes, my mum managed it somehow).
And so, i'll be missing piano tomorrow.

...

I'm going to fail my Jap tests as i've not revised my Jap at all since school started.
I'm going to fail my piano test as i've not practiced in forever.
I'm going to fail my regular academics as well just because.

Life's so overwhelming that I'm finding it hard to remain optimistic.

シアオダン、がんばるよ！

Mood: Crap

20/09 and friends

2009-02-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

I really love my OG group 20/09.
It's ~~so annoying~~ too bad that some really great people got reshuffled into other classes. :(
Jacelyn, Lolson(Lawson), Jun Hao, Divya are just a few of them.
I'm going to miss the OG group like shit man.

*sighs*

Lolson and I had planned to approach the teachers to appeal for his transfer back into 20/09.
But in the 'Principal's Address' right before the time when we were supposed to meet at the ohana, the principal pretty much stamped out what little remnants of hope we had.

So, it's 17/09 for Lolson then. :(

Lolson's in band too, so there's a chance we might still remain friends?
But my impression of the JC band so far is pretty much 'work and leave'.
There hasn't been much inter-band/section bonding.
Or maybe it's because i've only been there for 5 practices or so and have not seen the 'warm' side of AJ's band.

AJ's band culture is really different from AMK's.
Adapting is currently an issue, but i shall work on it.
I'm quite shocked/surprised by how some of the things are, but thinking about how my seniors have been telling me that "JC bands are damn slack one", i should have expected this. XD

Oh and yes, I've decided to remain in Band as the chances of me getting into ODAC was really slim and i pretty much got lazy to try out for other CCAs.
Band = no need to learn any new major skills
:D
So much for trying something new haha.
Guess i love my trombone after all.
I missed playing it.
I miss the AMK trombone section ~~despite having some not-so-great memories~~.
I'd love to stay in the AMK band without any leadership role. XD

Ok, back to the current time frame.
AJ band.
:(
I hope I'll grow to love it too.
I have some really great new section mates. :D
They make practices fun and crappy. ^.^
...
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...
...
:(

But i still miss my AMK friends.

New friends are great.

But don't you miss how you can hang out with a small group of close friends and just totally let loose in front of them?
How we can just sit and talk meaningless crap for hours?
How we get pissed at each other but still enjoy each other's company?
How we go out without planning any real activities and then sit at a place for really long trying to decide what to do?

The times weren't always great, fun and eventful.
But they're precious.
You only learn to truly treasure something when you lose it.

A friend in AJ told me something along these lines really recently: " When we're not in the same class, it makes the time spent together outside of class all the more precious."

When we're no longer in the same school, it makes what little time we spend together outside of school all the more precious.

I miss my friends and i never want to lose them.

Let's have dinner together every fortnight ok?

じゃね！

Mood: Serious.

whee?

2009-02-15T14:32:00.005+08:00

So many things happened and being the super lazy me, i'm not blogging about any! XD
Summary:
-went out on Valentines' Day with friends and had fun whee~
-got treated to Jack's Place by Aunty and i watched my food burn with brandy!
-Orientation week was damn fun and my throat still hurts
-:D
-busy
-the end
-short and sweet :D

ONE DROP HAS BEEN RELEASED! :D
:D
:D

じゃね！

Happy Birthday Iris! :D

JC life

2009-02-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

I know i've not been blogging much lately. :X One would have thought that my blog would have been spammed with posts regarding my new JC life.
Guess not.
I only have 1 word to describe it.
Busy.
Oh wait...i can think of another.
Boring!
Well, maybe it won't be all that boring from next week on as Orientation officially starts on Monday. It has been 'Matriculation Week'.
I don't really like my MG(Matriculation Group). The guys are in a world of their own(Imagine an entire group of Duofus?). Half the girls reply you with one word answers when spoken to.
I've not really spoken much to most of them except for 3 girls-Yi Tong(who was from my pri school), Wan Ying(from Unity Sec) and another girl from SCGS(oh no...i don't know her name).
Even so, we didn't really speak much. Just the basics like...where you from? Subject combi? AJ 1st choice? Damn the lecture's so boring isn't it? and all that crap.
Except Wan Ying. Out of the 5 days so far, i've sat next to her for 3 days. But still, we didn't talk much. (Hey...i don't interact well with strangers.)
For the first 4 days, we had University Admission Talks, Trial Lectures, CCA carnival(if you can call it that)...*yawns* I liked the econs lecture the most. The pace was really fast but it was interesting enough to make me try to keep up ~~and not slack of in one corner to sleep~~.
Bio was okay too although the teacher has a serious attitude problem.
He seems to be a good teacher though.
So i'll leave the judging of that lecturer till i actually sit for his lecture. (In case you didn't know, I'm taking BCMe. Like WTF right? The girl who hates Bio is taking Bio at H2 again! ~~Let's all pop some champagne to celebrate her two years of torture.~~)
Physics was ok too. The lecturer was boring but the video he showed was rather interesting. But it seemed more DnT than physics. But what the crap man. He totally scared off half the student population with this:
"This is a project you guys will be working on.(Goes on to talk something about solar panels) Even though you don't know you classes yet, start thinking of ideas so that you guys can discuss when you do know your class. I'll expect a prototype to be handed up by....)
WTF?!
Hey. :D
You suck at public relations. More specifically, student relations.
Your "doesn't that sound sooooooo interesting?" only relates to ~~the cyborgs~~ ~~the freaks~~ ~~the people with no life except studying~~ the not-quite-so-normal people.

Anyway, CCA carnival was....ok?
I'm thinking of joining ODAC(outdoors activity club) hahaha!
Yes!
Me!
The sloth!
In ODAC!
Quite hard to imagine right?
Anyway, it's no guarantees i'll get in.
There's some sort of selection camp?
If not...maybe squash(the ball's REALLY fun to whack. It's a great way to destress - trust me).
If not....maybe...band?:S *sighs* i really don't like the band there...
But they're short of trombone players...
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...
...
Anyway, i might take Interactive club as my 2nd cca.
It's a good and slack way to accumulate CIP hours. :D
This would help in my NYAA application.
I hope i'll actually COMPLETE filling in the booklet this time.
When i was forced to tryout for the Bronze Award previously, i didn't even fill it in lol. xD
I might aim for the silver this time?
Am i aiming too high?
Should i be taking up so many things?
Would i have time left for my studies?
I plan to study.
I plan to.
But i may not.
Oh no.
...
...
I'm applying for AJC's Alpha Program. :D
Hope i get in.
It's a erally great opportunity.
But it requires me to keep my grades REALLY~ high. :(
What if i screw up my promos?!!?(wtf i'm beginning to worry at my promos before JC1 life even begin its full swing. This stands testimont to the fact that going to JC turns you into a worrywart.)
I want to get into the Alpha programme!
I'm applying for it with Audrey and Wang Kee :D

Speaking of them, i've mainly been hanging out with Audrey, Wang Kee(introed by Aud) and Meiyen these few days.
The bogey(wo)men sticks together.
Look out for the group with the snot-coloured uniform!~~You can't miss them unless you're blind or seriously colour impaired.~~
There's only 12 AMKsians in there this year.
Talk about pathetic.
The school's mobbed with Zhong Hua -ians, Cedar-ians(god, there were some seriously annoying people), St Nicholas-ians, Catholic High -ians, Anderson-ians, and Chung Cheng-ians.
Whatever happened to the green people?!
We're like an endangered species, sticking to each other in a small dark corner of AJC~~, avoiding predators in case they wipe out the last of our kind~~.

We just knew our classes(ok, technically, we're called PDGs-Personal Development Groups, but i'm still not used to it, so i'm gonna refer to PDGs as classes first) today.
Audrey - 18/09
Meiyen - 19/09
Wang Kee and I - 20/09
Wan Ying - 21/09
We're all BCMe people.
I'm stuck in the same class as that stupid monkey for two years. :X
OH NO.
I might even be in ODAC with her!
OH NO.
NOOOO.
Just kidding. :P
She's nice.
But still.
OH NOOOOOOO!

But it'll make it easier for us to pass our TIME issue around.(Shared the subscription with Meiyen and WK.)

By the way, Wang Kee likes Taguchi!!
Hahahaa!
When she suddenly went "is that Kamenashi Kazuya?" when she saw my hp(yes, he's obviously on the wallpaper) i was shocked.
Then i found out Wang Kee likes KAT-TUN and Taguchi too. :D
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Although she dislikes Koki and Jin. :(
Haha!
Nvm!
I'll do my major fangirling with Selena! :D(Can I?:D:D:D:D:D)

Anyway, I'd better stop now (before someone complains about my lengthy posts :P YES I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU MABEL).

Just a final note:
I'll be going to some ODAC activity tomorrow after my Jap lessons!(I'll be like...3 hours late-.- But it's better than not showing up)Afterwhich, I think I'm going out with Ros, Jenny and Kelly again.
I think.
Unconfirmed lol.
But i wanna see them again.
:D

Adios!~

Mood:tired
~~(too lazy to post mood icon! :D:D)~~

Dreams

2009-02-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had a dream affect you so badly, that when you wake up, you couldn't stop crying for half an hour straight?
What do such dreams mean?
I wonder if there's even a definite answer...

AJ bound and random crap

2009-01-31T23:41:00.013+08:00

So.
Hoe Hum Hee.
It's the AJ life for me!

Got the results via sms at 6.54 am ~~(wtf, so early...)~~ while i was at Rosanna's house. She got hers around 6.24 so i spent half an hour freaking out a little. Although, thinking back now, I wonder why. I'd pretty much expected to end up in AJ and end up in AJ i did. :D

Although, knowing that Rosanna probably won't be in the same school as me killed of a major portion of my excitement(?) of going to AJ.
But i know emo-ing or worrying over it won't get me any where. We just got to learn to deal with what life deals us. ~~Make lemonade! :D~~
I can only hope that Rosanna's appeal is successful.
Even if it's not, SAJ's still a great school (despite that club and the very christian-y/catholic-y/methodist-y/etc-y atmosphere it has), so, ~~make lemonade Ros! :P~~....yeah. :D She'll be fine. :P
~~Even if she thinks otherwise.~~
~~Hey look! You'll have Elaine as company. :P You guys will be school mates for twelve years!:D~~

During the 1st night at Rosanna's house, we'd only slept for 3 hours ~~due to our temporary motormouth syndrome~~. I felt pretty stoned the next day, when we met with Kel and Jenny to go K and East Coast Beach.
This song here deserves a special mention: Cartoon Heroes!
Yes, it's an extremely old song and yes it sounds half retarded and yes it sounds impossibly squeaky and YES you probably think i'm crazy for mentioning this song.
BUT IT'S SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!

Haha! Kel and I sang this song TWICE at K. :S
We are the Cartoon Heroes~ Whoa~
We are the ones who're gonna last forever!~

Here comes Spider Man!
Arachnophobian!
Welcome to the Toon Town Party~

Okok, ~~I'm probably freaking out everyone with my mad WEIRD song craze~~ after that, we went to East Coast Beach! We ate MCDONALDS(i'm officially an anti-mcdonalds fan now) at the beach.
Some really weird topics came up as we talked.
McFarts. Whatever that is. Upsized madam? ~~Would you like it extra stinky?~~
Lying on the mat by the beach was really relaxing. ~~Although the occasional waft of stinky fish stench sucked.~~ Although i wished Jenny didn't have bladder problems (:P) and Kelly AND Jenny didn't have a sudden Species Confusion Syndrome lapse. They totally forgot they were humans and went hunting on the beach for dead fishes/eels and fish bones. They reminded me of Hyenas.
Hello! You Are HUMANSSS!

After that, we took an emergency trip to the toilet due to Jenny's (quoted) bursting bladder before heading home(back to Rosanna's house in my case).

I yawned so many times throughout the day my jaw probably became unhinged. ~~Oh look! I'm a snake now! I can unhinge my jaws!~~
So wouldn't you have thought that i would have crashed the moment i went back to Rosanna' house?
Oh no. :D
Guess what time did i sleep?
11 am the NEXT DAY! :D
How the crap did i last?
ME.
The girl who sleeps so much in class that if she had an 9999 word thesis to write on "my dreams(literally) in class", she would not have much problem content-wise.
The girl who needs 10 hours of sleep before she even feels remotely human.
...
The thing is, after sleeping at 11am(Ros didn't sleep. Can you imagine that?-.-), I had to wake at 1. We went down to eat lunch before we got whisked away by Rosanna's parents(they took half day!) to AJ where Ros did the appeal procedures. Even though i got posted to AJ, that was the first time i even set foot into the school. :X ~~Yes, I'm horrible and i know it.~~
The school looked...
Old.
Hah, ok anyway. That's not of much importance. I'll only be there for 2 years anyway.
As long as the structure stays up ~~and not collapse on the student population~~ i have no complaints.
After that, Ros went to SAJ with her parents while i got dropped off at my block(thanks for the lift!) as i had a steamboat appointment at night.
I'd planned to get some shut eye.
I didn't.(Look here Ros!:D)
I continued to work on the Rshow transcript(those are some WEIRD Chinese phrasings man! And this is from a person who doesn't construct Chinese sentences very well.) until it was time to head to the tuition teacher's house.
Headed there a little early to play with Milo(god, he's FLUFFY now). Glenn was there (annoying the tuition teacher since 4) with 2 other girls from another group.
Perry and Ker Boon arrived around 7.25 (thing starts around 7.30)
Eileen, Esther and Dewi around 7.45
The late queens. :P
There were some other people there too but i don't know they are....

It was fun ~~if only my luck at BlackJack wasn't so horrible~~!
The steamboat was nice enough. I had so much fun dumping in stuff! Although i wished the rest would have left those innocent tomatoes alone. Why would people dump lovely, delicious, juicy, yummy,...............BEAUTIFUL(throw in all the positive adjectives) RAW tomatoes into the steamboat? :(
It makes them soggy and disgusting and weird tasting and DISGUSTING(i know i said it twice).
The vermicelli was nice too!
Although i ate so much of it, i felt rather nauseous later on. T_T
We had some really WEIRD conversations.
Like how Halal prawns were slaughtered(a complete lawl right?).
And how Glenn got posted to TP's LOL(Law) and Management Course.

After the steamboat we played BlackJack(DAMMIT!) with chocolate money and Indian Poker.
Haha! Indian Poker was hell of a fun. We had to stop at 10.30 though as we were waaaaaaay too noisy and the neighbours would probably complain. ~~Oh no!~~
I made a 'Friend' pact with the girl from the other tuition group and Yi Wei made an 'Enemy' out of the rest of us lol!
We wouldn't trust him when it comes to Indian Poker even if he paid us. ~~Wait.....maybe if he DID pay us! :P I need money. T_T~~
I didn't manage to whack his hand in the forfeit rounds but i landed a few satisfying smacks on Pearry(ahh...i just can't resist messing with his name xD), Ker Boon and.........Eileen?(Did I?)

We took some group shots during the steam boat and after the rounds of Indian Poker.
Here's one from my phone:

Ms Lam's boyfriend was the camera man...so...yeah. He's not in it.
~~Let's just take Milo as his substitute :P~~

I didn't yawn a single time during the steamboat/games. :D
That's amazing right?!!?!(you know it is:P)

I went home, bathed, facebooked a little until around 1.30 am before i remembered i had Japanese Lessons the next day and hurried off to bed. -.-
So, the total hours of sleep i had for 3 nights:
1st night(if you can call it night. The sun had risen when we finally slept): 3hours
2nd night(ditto): 3hours
3rd night: 5 hours
It's a miracle i didn't sleep in Japanese class. ~~Although i did yawn a gazillion times and and dozed a little. I'm sad to admit that i had to be woken up again, when the bus reached the interchange.~~
I was supposed to meet Xiu Wei to bring him to the Jap Class venue but he was so late i simply couldn't wait. O_O (i was already running late due to me having a reaaaally difficult time waking up) So with some basic instructions he figured out where he was.
When i told him the block number(i had the registration card handy :D) he was like "Oh. That block. I know where le."
-.-
Lol.
When i gave you the website to check the class schedules you couldn't have seen the address? Lol
Anyway, yay for him! Jap Lessons rock!
After Jap Class, i went home. SLEPT FOR 2 HOURS. Ate lunch. SLEPT FOR ANOTHER 2 HOURS. Woke up, complete the transcript translation, sent it in.(yay!) And then went visiting again T_T.
While I was sleeping in my room, an AJC called the house phone twice, looking for me. My parents didn't know i was home (like O_O") and told him i was out and to call back again later.
Lol...ok...so i called back after lunch.
I thought it was something really important that had to be delivered directly to me ears.
But here's what it was. :D
- Group 4 for Monday JC1 event.
- Report at 7am (gawd. This is early. I got stunned into asking a REALLY stupid question. Me: a.m?! ~~Someone just take a gun and shoot my empty head. He probably thought i was a retard lol.~~)
- Report to School Hall.
- Full Sec School Uni
- Bring $3
- Bring writing materials
- Bring Water Bottle
- Sale of School Uniform on on Monday, Tuesday and Friday. $22 per set.

Ok.
Wow.
He couldn't have just told my parents that huh?O_O
I mean...it's not like they couldn't understand english or anything9it's pretty obvious from the way the speak).
So when he went "that's all......."...i totally parroted him and went "that's all..........?!"
-.-
Yes, i have officially established my title as the retard of the century in his head.
But honestly, couldn't you have just told my parents?!!?
It would have saved both of us alot of trouble.

All right, let's take it as he was given instructions to deliver the information straight to me and that he's an extremely obedient student(right down to each word).

...

I'll be getting a few more Ang Baos this weekend as we went visinting again today (couldn't make it to the SOYC due to this T_T) and more relatives would be coming again tomorrow!~~time to COMPLETE packing your room xd!~~

Before lunch tomorrow, I think I'll be going shopping with my mum for a new(and proper) pair of track shoes and a new water bottle!(My current one's probably breeding algae.)
Hopefully, I'll get my LG Revoir phone tomorrow as well, if not by the end of the week. :D (My current phone is definitely breeding something. There's green things growing in the grooves between the keys.)

Ahh...so many things have happened recently but ~~being the lazy me~~ i'm not blogging about all of it...

Oh! And look! This is another non KAT-TUN post! :D
Let's see how long this chain of posts can last. :3
Ohoh...and...I've decided not to create another blog just for KAT-TUN posts. Now that JC is starting, who knows how much time I'd have to update my blog. And i don't wish to let either of my blogs rot(if i have a KT blog). :(
But i'll be creating some KT content warning banners. :P
So when you see that, you'll know exactly how much KT content there is in the post. :P
I'm so considerate ain't I?:P *gets stoned and egged*

Ok, I really should go sleep now. Or I'll be even more zombified on the first day of school.

じゃね！

Mood: Bored

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2009-01-29T02:12:00.001+08:00

XD just came back from Party World.
XD is at Rosanna's house now, sleeping over.
XD is happy...but
XD feels like crying as
XD is 'emo-ing' over Kami no Shizuku's rating...
XD sounds retarded in this post.
XD shall shut up.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-26T18:37:00.005+08:00

Yay it's Chinese New Year!
Let's get the well wishes over and done with:
Have an ox-picious new year!(Yes this is a lame pun and i know it :D MOO!)

What CNY means to me:
1. ANG BAO!(DUH!:X)...but this year's ang bao's gonna be spent repaying debts...
MY DAD GAVE ME A HUNDRED BUCKS!!! A HUNDRED!!!!!!!!!!!He usually doesn't give me any, sharing with my mum the usual 50 bucks. BUT HE GAVE ME A HUNDRED!!!
My mum gave me another 50. So total from my parents? 150.
Note that i owe my mum 157 so my the ang bao money from them is what i'm going to use to repay her. I think I'd better change the notes. It feels weird (not to mention unappreciative) to return my ang bao money to her.
2. Hours of brain-cells-killing-boredom at my Grandparent's house. The only source of entertainment i have is my 2 aunts.(I'm so bringing my laptop tomorrow.)
3. Hours of swearing in my head at my so-bratty-they-deserve-an-award-of-a-national-level cousins. Don't even get me started on what brats they are. This entire post could be spent complaining about them.(It isn't all of them, just 2 younger girls.) The mother isn't much better either. The younger one is turning 5 and she still can't talk much (the only time she talks is to scream out orders at her relatives) while another male cousin who's around 20 months old can talk more than her. When the rest of the people had gone out of the room(me, the mum, and the younger female cousin left), the mum scolded the girl for being 'stupid' and 'losing out' to the male cousin.(I think she thought i couldn't hear her as i had my headphones on. It was a soft ballade though :X) Like WTF right? And this aunt and uncle of mine TOTALLY SPOILS the kids(it's no wonder they're such brats). The younger one was screaming and demanding that she wanted to sleep where the 'snack table' was. Obviously, the relatives tried placating her, saying "sleep by the window ok?very cooling!" and "she can sleep on my bed! Nice and Soft!". There was also something about tradition stating that tables can't be moved during CNY. It wasn't even their house and the mum went "Let's move the table and move it back later."
-.-
Why don't you just say "Let's all start wearing frilly aprons and caps and wait on my ~~brats~~ kids hand and foot. They're little ~~bitches~~ princesses who are oh so ~~spoiled~~ delicate that they'll ~~have a bitch fit~~ faint if ~~they don't have every single whim of theirs granted~~ their needs are not seen to.Yes! Even the elderly have to start wearing starched white aprons and spinsterish black dresses!"
I've not disliked an kid as much as i dislike these younger cousins of mine. -.-
Ok anyway, off topic. :D ~~Even though i said i wouldn't get started on how spoilt they are, i couldn't help myself.~~
4.Weird, awkward and shallow conversations with relatives ~~(i don't even know how they're related to me! jeez!)~~
The conversations go something like this:
Me: Hello, happy new year.(It's basic courtesy ingrained into me after years of nagging by my parents to stop whatever i'm doing to greet the elders first.)
Unknown Relative: Hello! Happy new year! Waaa, you've grown so big already!(Oh please, you say that every year...how much could i have grown in one year?What's more, i'm way past my 'growth spurt' age. I've not grown any taller for 6 years and you pretty much know it too.)
Me: Ahh? *awkward silence #1* Really....?*awkward silence #2* I don't think so...*awkward silence #3"
Unknown Relative: Grow so pretty le ar?(oh please, as if we don't know you're saying this as an obligatory line. If I'd really 'grown prettier' every year you've said that line, I'd enrol in a beauty pageant-.-)
Me:*awkward silence #4* ... *awkward silence #5* ... *awkward silence #6*
Mental self: Maaa! Help!!! What ma I supposed to say??
Me:...*awkward silence #7* ... *awkward silence #8*
Unknown relative #2 chimes in: Ya lor, slimmer also horh?
Me: ..................................................................(as mentioned, yet another obligatory line. Even if I'd grown fat, you can't say it.*Awkward silence #9* Er....thank you? *Awkward silence #10*
And that's just an example of ~~an oh-so-entertaining~~ a conversation. The number of awkward silences can go above 10 :D
~~What a substantial conversation!:D~~

Okok, moving on!
I'd gotten another lunch invitation from my youngest Aunt. The venue's at Jack's Place. (I can see the blubber lining up, waiting to jump into my belly to make my spare tyre even more obvious!:D)
Thanks Aunt! But...when are we going to find the time?:S
School's starting. T_T

Anyway, I find CNY and Reunion Dinner an 'obligatory festival' more than anything else. It's only because of my Grandma and Grandpa that we go back. When they're gone*slaps self*, i doubt those unknown relatives would even gather/visit anymore.
I feel sad (and sort of sorry) for my grandparents. :(
They're actually really nice and sweet people ~~if only i could understand them~~ yet their children seldom visit. Well, at least one of my aunt ~~and a total leech-like uncle who's always in his own world~~is staying with them !:D

*sighs*

I want to look after my parents next time even if i might be married. :(

*sighs*

Ok, after my grandparent's house(i was there for 5 hours!!! 5 hours of absolutely nothing to do!!) we went to J8 to drink some coffee from the CoffeeBean outlet. My parents drank coffee anyway.(I prefer tea as my source of caffeine. :P) I took this REALLY SINFUL cup of ice-blended-pure-caramel-with-cream drink and it's freaking lovely. (Who cares about the calories. :P Sating my cravings come first!)

On the way home was when I'd met the most hilarious man I'd the ~~mis~~fortune to meet this entire month! :D
We'd gotten on the bus to go home.
An old man came up halfway and started stamping his feet.(He was standing up). Then an alarm clock rang from his breast pocket. After switching it off, he started swearing and scolding vulgarities in some dialect. I didn't understand what on earth got him so pissed until my mum translated for me.
He was something like:
*stamp stamp* #%$%*(&^%$#^$%^ *stamp stamp* Why only #^%$^&*% people #&^$^&*( come up and no one #£$%^&*(#*&^ go down?!!?!?!?*stamp stamp stamp* No seat for %$%*(&^&*~^"£$^& me!*stamp stamp stamp stamp stamp stamp stamp* *COUGHS REALLY LOUDLY(it was pretty obvious it was a fake cough)* *stamp stamp stamp* $%^&^%$^#&^%$£"$%^&*.
Translation: $%$^&*(&^%$#&^%$$£%^&*^%$# = vulgarities. ( This is the only part of the dialogue that i understood. OH NO! What's wrong with me?!?!!)
Hello? If you have enough energy to stamp your feet and swear at the top of your voice, you have enough energy to stand up.
He look about 60(70 tops). MY MUM IS 60 GEEZ! IF SHE CAN STAND AS SHE COMMUTES FROM WORK EVERYDAY IN HER HEELS SO CAN YOU! Even if anyone had wanted to give up their seat for you, your bratty(?) outburst just about squelched any pity they had for you.
And what was with the alarm clock anyway?
*riiiing riiiiiiiiiing!* Time to act like a brat and start scolding vulgarities!Don't be late now! :D
I was so tickled about the alarm clock i couldn't help but sms Rosanna to relate this incident to her. :X

When we were in the lift of our block, there was this really cute girl being carried by her parents in the same lift. As they got off on the 4th floor, the voice recording of lift went 'story 4.' THE GIRL WENT IN THIS LOUD HYPER VOICE "CHOI 4!!!" AS SHE SCRUNCHED HER FACE UP. LOL.
Haha! That got my mum started about how i used to insist the voice recording of the lift went "Juni Up!"(going up) and "Juni Down!"(going down). :X ~~hey!!it really does sound similar!~~
And then she went on to talk about "hilarious" mistakes made during my youth.
Here's an example even i found funny xD :
News/some personwent:警察部队(police squad)
I heard as:警察不对(police is wrong)
Me (really happily to my parents):警察不对horh?不对horh? :D
*hides under a rock*
Like omg>.<
~~hey!i was what....4?5?~~

Anyway, i find kids really cute (if they're not absolute brats, namely my cousins).

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I'm gonna go get my KAT-TUN fix and stock my laptop up with things to do tomorrow while at my Grandma's house. :D Mediafire here i come!

じゃね！

Mood:Indescribable

A non-KAT-TUN-ish post finally?:D

2009-01-25T00:35:00.005+08:00

I swear there's no KAT-TUN in this post :D
Except for these two sentences: I JUST WATCHED THE ENTIRE QOP TOUR DVD WITH ENG SUBS AND ENDED UP CREEPING MY MUM OUT WITH MY HYSTERICAL CACKLING!!!:X THEY ROCK!

Ok.

:D

今日日本語の勉強がありました。本当に早いです。日本語のレッスンは八時始まりますから、午後六時半起きました。本当に寝たかったです！でも、日本語のレッスンは面白いですから、寝ませんでした！いいですね。この怠け豚はねませんでした！
今私は寝たいです！それじゃ！

If you understood that, good for you and sorry it sounds like a 2 year old kid trying to piece sentences together with all the wrong grammer and limited vocabulary(I've been learning Jap for less than 2 months so technically, I've studied Jap for a period of time that is shorter than a 2 year old kid's!~~But that's nothing to be proud of right?Seeing as how I'd be turning 17 this year :X.~~

じゃね！

Mood: Sleepy
No icon as I'm too sleepy to make one. :P
お休みなさい！

KAT-TUN 7 days record news!

2009-01-23T23:09:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry, i was just so freaking happy after reading this that i just had to post!

Some of the news articles about KAT-TUN's upcoming 7 days concert tour! Translation credit goes to masuda_takahits@Lj! God i love those translators!

Quoted:
"7 DAYS IN TOKYO DOME: Daily, Sanspo, Sponichi
As the first announcement, I have already posted HERE with the article from Sports Hochi with the respect for Hochi-Yomiuri-Giants=Tokyo Dome relation.

In case you want to read the other major sports newspaper atricles to sum up what will be held, here are the articles below.
In this entry and the previous entry, forgive me if there are any typos or mistakes comparing to the quickenss of the translation.

Daily Sports: 1 week full of KAT-TUN

On 22nd, it was announced that the popular roup 'KAT-TUN' was going to have 7 days run concerts in Tokyo Dome(May 15-21) first time ever in the history.
Tokyo Dome opened in 1998 and its record of the consecutive concerts is 4 days done by KAT-TUN.
For this great challenge renewing their own records, the members promised doing their best "we are given the chance to do this great work" "we will do our best".

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Since its open in 1988, various artists had done the excellent concerts in Tokyo Dome and there will be the new record.
The consecutive concert record of that venue is 4 days by KAT-TUN.
Then they are renewing their own record.
From May 15 to 21, they are going to have 7 days concerts 'The first try in the history of the live concerts! Immortal 1 week run in Tokyo Dome(tentative)' and they will bring 385,000 audience.

According to someone concerns, this plan was built 2 years ago.
They couldn't arrange the schedule on ease, but this time finally they could have the agreement although this period is in the middle of the professional baseball league season.
In the middle of December officially it was allowed.
As they are going to reserve there 10 days including the preparatory time, the Tokyo Dome staff surprisingly asked them "ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GOING TO USE?"

Since 'TANOKIN(*nick name of 3 Johnny's idols: Macchy, Toshihiko Tahara, and Yoshio Nomura known as a guitarist of Ayumi Hamasaki band) 3 balls concert' held in 1981 when there was just Korakuen Stadium(*not Dome yet at that time), lots of Johnny's group were succeed there, such as Hikaru GENJI as the first Johnny's in Tokyo Dome, Kinki Kids with the most number of the Tokyo Dome concert record in total 34, and Hey!Say!JUMP as the youngest record.
KAT-TUN experienced there in 2006 for the first time.
Last summer they established the consecutive concert record of 4 days.

Once the members knew about this confirmation, "I'm glad!" "I'm happy" they were really pleased.
Kazuya Kamenashi(22) spirited himself and "I will think well about doing anything complete new ever, and I will create anything good by the cooperation with all the members".
Junnosuke Taguchi smiled "this is the record making with the audience. We will make this to remain both as a record and as a memory".

The planner, Johnny Kitagawa the president asserted "we will change costumes and direction every day".
In addition, there will be the fan communication event such as present lottery.
At the direction they are planning to use the new machinery then the content will become gorgeous as well as the record.

Sankei Sports: First time ever! KAT-TUN consecutive 7 nights in Tokyo Dome

It was found that the popular group with 6 members, KAT-TUN, is going to have the consecutive 1 week run in Tokyo Dome as the first time in the history from May 15 to 21.
They are going to completely renew their own record of 4 days run.
In the middle of the professional baseball season, they will occupy the home ground of Giants for a long time, and there seems to be the plan '7 change plan' to change the direction on each day of 7 days.
This record, will be immortal forever(*quotation from the retirement ceremony of one of the most famous professional baseball player in Giants Shigeo Nagashima)!?

The forceful 6 will challenge the 'MAKE MIRACLE(*quotation from what Shigeo Nagashima said when he was a director, ask me if you want to know more)'!!

On that day, their office Johnny's and Associates announced that KAT-TUN is going to have 7 nights concert in Tokyo Dome.
It is titled as 'KAT-TUN the first try in the history of the live concerts! Immortal 1 week run in Tokyo Dome'(tentative).

The present record is 4 days run by themselves established in last year and the singer from UK Sting(57) held in 1988.
If there will be more concert, generally they will have the day off during the period, and 7 days consecutiveness is indeed great.

To have the consecutive concerts, unless they can complete 3 conditions (1) schedule of the venue (2)strength of the artist (3)possibility of having enough audience, it is difficult to plan.
Especially Tokyo Dome is the home ground of Giants and during the professional baseball season (1) is the hardship.

For 7 days run they need 4 more days before the concert to the rehearsal and venue preparation.
Actually they are reserving 11 days from May 11.

During this period, Giants will go out to play at the stadium of the opponents, 12-14 that of Yokohama, 15-17 that of Hiroshima, and 19 and 20 that of Nippon Ham(*in Sapporo) as the league exchange match.

Since over 2 years ago, their office and the Dome have been discussed "we want to have long run concerts by KAT-TUN".
When the schedule (*of the baseball games) had confirmed at the beginning of last December the Dome offered them.
While the king of this castle is absent(*while the owner of the Dome, Giants, are out of Tokyo Dome), KAT-TUN will stay there to guard.

At the comment the member Kazuya Kamenashi(22) declared that "we will think about anything new by ourselves, and by the cooperation with 6 members will make the good one".
Junnosuke Taguchi(23) is spirited that "both for the record and as the memory!"

The president of their office Johnny Kitagawa mentioned about the 7 changeable stage that "we don't want to do just the 7 days run, we want to change the content and the set. We will organize the plan well".
They are planning to bring 385,000 audience in total 7 days.
KAT-TUN is going to establish the immortal regend.

Nikkan Sports: KAT-TUN will have 7 days run concerts

On 22nd, it is found that the popular group KAT-TUN is going to have concerts i Tokyo Dome as 7 days run.
the record of the consecutive concert there is themselves in last year and the UK singer Sting in 1988, and they are going to have the record about the longest run ever.

This concerts will be during the professional baseball season from May 15 to 21.
As they set the preparatory period for 4 days, the double length of general preparation, in total 11 days, they are going to occupy Tokyo Dome.
Even Giants(*the baseball team using Tokyo Dome as their home ground) never held their games for 7 days run.
In the middle of the last year, Johnny's and Associates asked the Dome that "we want to reserve 11 days as consecutive in anytime from April until June".
As the (*baseball) schedule for the year 2009 had fixed, they accepted.

Within 7days they are planning to bring 385,000 audience.
The title is "Immortal consecutive 1 week(tentative)".
they are considering about having different stage for each of the 7 concerts.
The president of their office Johnny Kitagawa said "it's hard, but we want to challenge the 7 changes to change the stage sets and costumes every day", and he is asking the idea from the members and staff now.

The members are really pleased and "great" "definitely we want to be succeed all".
Kazuya Kamenashi said "by gathering our power, we will make them the concerts never held in past".

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Okay, finished!!"
end of quote

KAT-TUN すごい！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
Oh god...I was so freaking happy when i read this i just had to post another post about KAT-TUN :X
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I REALLY WANT TO ATTEND ALL 7 DAYS OF THEIR CONCERT!
EVEN IF I SCREAM MYSELF HOARSE IN THE VERY FIRST HOUR.
I HOPE THE DVD FEATURES ALL SEVEN DAYS.
EVEN IF IT COSTS $300 I'LL STILL BUY IT!*starts saving up immediately*
T_T
I.
WANT.
TO.
ATTEND.
THEIR.
CONCERT.
*depressed*

Mood: Over The Moon + Depressed

The rest of 23rd of Jan 2009

2009-01-23T22:23:00.003+08:00

And this is the non-KAT-TUN post.:D
I woke up at 9.20 to accompany Ros to her dental appointment. Yes i was zombified like duh.
~~Which normal sane teenager would wake up before 12pm if there isn't school?~~
After which, we went shopping for Rosanna's sister's present.
She ended up buying a NEWS(or was it YamaPi?) poker deck for her sis and a necklace from Minitoons. We were looking around for DBSK albums but we only found 2 singles. :(
~~IT WAS ME WHO ENDED UP SPENDING BIG BUCKS.~~
We walked around the shopping centers at Kovan and Hougang MRT...ate lunch at QiJi(why is it called QiJi[miracle in chinese] when it's a place selling halal malay food?) before heading back to AMK.
Ros got off at central to meet her Mum and Sis at Banquet while i continued on to school. I'd planned to stop by the bandroom before the CNY hols. And try to get reacquainted with the trombone again.
BUT THERE WASN'T A SPARE TROMBONE FOR ME TO USE!!
All that was available to me was a mouthpiece.
ZZZ.
So i did some basic buzzing and tonguing with Iris outside the Bandroom.
Got bored soon enough as i wanted the entire instrument dammit. Not just 1/10th of the metal. It just isn't quite the same without the instrument.
Anyway, walked in on the band practicing their SYF set piece. They're playing the 2nd overture(can't remember the exact name).
I liked the choice piece they picked. (What's the name again?With heart and voice?Some half-assed title that doesn't do the the piece justice.) It sounded nice. But i wasn't able to hear the entire piece in the way it was supposed to be performed (yup...they sounded somewhat...all-over-the-place-y. Maybe I'll try surfing limewire to get the song.
It may turn out to be a song I'd find annoying after listening to it for a few days lol.
I'll only know when i download it i guess........
Should i give KAT-TUN songs a break?
My 'Top 25 most played' 'Recently Added' and 'Recently Played' playlist in itunes is totally flooded with KAT-TUN songs.
*ponders*
...
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.
.
.
.
NO
I won't be able to survive. T_T
I'll just continue being the way i am now-sneaking in non KAT-TUN songs in between a whole chunk of KAT-TUN songs.

Ok, so after band, went opposite the school and ate lamb chop. It started off with Iris and Han Xuan. Then Noraini and Zhen Yee and Sebastian and...Justin? joined. Yeah...so we just..ate-.-
Then...went to a recently opened ice cream stall to eat....well...ice cream.(Were you expecting anything else?) It's cheap and nice. O_O
I took soursop.
BUT I LOVED HAN XUAN'S DURIAN ICE CREAM!
Ended up stealing quite alot from him. -.-(Sorry HX!)
I'm so taking that flavour next time.
Durian...
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*drools*

Okok...moving on.
It was awkward meeting some people again.
Especially him.
But then, i don't think it'll ever be un-awkward between us.
Maybe not for a few more years.
But! Life goes on! :D
I'm still happy!
KAT-TUN will always be here to cheer me up!
Although i do wish i'm not such a coward, making excuses to leave early when ever i see him to avoid going back home the same time as him.
The time will come when it'll all be fine right, Selena? :D

*goes off to KAT-TUN some more.*

じゃね！

Wee!~Jap lesson tomorrow! This week seemed to pass so fast!

KAT-TUN! :D

2009-01-23T21:25:00.007+08:00

This post is entirely dedicated to KAT-TUN so those with KAT-TUN phobia: SHOO!~ :P

This is a translation of an interview article of KAT-TUN a few years back.
Credits to tsuki_3@Lj! Thank you!

Quoted
"MYOJO APRIL 2004
ohmygod *__* SEVEN DAYS IN A ROW AT TOKYO DOME. The reason why I chose KAT-TUN over the other fandoms ♥
Member-Ai doesn't need to be displayed explicitly sometimes you know ♥♥♥

{Members' unknown sides!}

Kamenashi about Akanishi

Kamenashi: "Jin-kun ah~ He often eats outside! Yakiniku, italian pasta, he goes out to eat with Takki often. If Takki is unable to go with him, he will definitely call Nakamaru on the phone and ask him out, right? The second-in-place Nakamaru !!! "
Nakamaru: "Yes! He will always call me"
Kamenashi: "Jin is very afraid of loneliness, that's why he needs to have people around him! Heard that he's been eating with Yokoyama-kun recently!"

Akanishi about Taguchi

"When the members play game together, Taguchi is always the clearest about the rules or how to play the game, it's really amazing! However.. whether he's strong, that's another issue, haha.
Som~~etimes he would quietly mutter some unknown stuff as if he's talking to himself and I can't hear it. I mind about it a lo~~t. (Jin's whining here :D )
Tell me! What exactly are you saying? "

Taguchi about Tanaka

"Koki likes to give people things, during the DREAMBOYS period, he bought lots and lots of bottled drinks for the members and the Jr.
Because of his gentleness, he gained a lot of support from people.
And recently, he got hooked on changing his hairstyle bit by bit, such as combing his whole head of hair to the back, or putting extensions etc. Looking at him, I feel tempted to put extensions occasionally."

Tanaka about Ueda

"Ueda~ he's always in the dressing room, singing softly alone. Looking at him like that, I will feel that despite how he looks, he is actually trying hard to do his best. Also, he will play the guitar in the dressing room.
Also, his work as a lyricist is also proceeding slowly and gradually in the dressing room...
I took a peek and saw that he was writing something like, 「Why??? ...It shouldn't be like that??? Why is it me??? Ah ah...」 (laughs) Is that a ...... love song ...?? Next time, let me have a peek !!! "

Ueda about Nakamaru

"If work ends late, my mother will come and pick me up in her car. By the time I had the time to respond, the sly Nakamaru had already climbed into the back seat of the car. "
While Ueda was still in shock, Nakamaru kept a nonchalant face, and said 「let's quickly go~ 」
And he's very good at setting his own pace in the dressing room and ignoring others.
"Normally, everybody starts putting on make up 30 minutes before the show but only Nakamaru says, "Okay~ Then, let me sleep !!!" and he will start to laze around and not move at all." (and I thought Jin was lazy enough =__ =)

Nakamaru about Kamenashi

This happened when Nakamaru and Akanishi just got their driving license.
"We, along with Kamenashi, agreed to meet up for a spin and we went Kamenashi's house to pick him up. There was a horrible traffic jam and we were late by the time we reached. "
"We were thinking that Kamenashi must be angry... That guy started to practice his swings in front of his house while waiting !! He looked like he was really angry so we apologised to him seriously. (laugh) "

Note: By no means 100% accurate. Feel free to point out mistakes and re-post/translate. I thought that this interview was so so so cute and to celebrate KAT-TUN's upcoming concert, I decided to translate it! :D And a big thank you to the people who left comments at my previous translations! 8D It brightens up my day! SERIOUSLY. HAHAHA.
Nakamaru is win in this interview! His sly character exposed! :D Carpooling with unwilling uebon and lazing around. HAHA. And akame's so cute! ♥"

*flails*
This so made my day.
Go member-ai lol :X♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

And KAT-TUN's Single One Drop due to be released on the 11th of Feb had it's cover picture released.

Limited Edition

First Press Edition

Regular Edition

Yes! I see lots of suits (yes i'm still a sucker for them). But what's up with the fur Jin? Ran over a possum by accident and decided to make the most of it?:P
Anyway, the images are too small for me to be able to observe much.

KAT-TUN HAS CONFIRMED THE TOKYO DOME PERFORMANCES DATE FOR THEIR 2009 TOUR!!
"Offical confirmed about KAT-TUN 7 days concert at Tokyo Dome & concert date

KAT-TUN
ライブ史上初！東京ドーム不滅の連続1週間（仮）
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会場

公演日

開演時間

[東京]東京ドーム

<都営三田線【水道橋駅】A2出口より徒歩1分 >
<都営地下鉄大江戸線【春日駅】6番出口より徒歩6分>
<東京メトロ丸ノ内線・南北線【後楽園駅】2番出口より徒歩5分>

5/15(金) 18:30

5/16(土) 18:30

5/17(日) 18:30

5/18(月) 18:30

5/19(火) 18:30

5/20(水) 18:30

5/21(木) 18:30

※公演スケジュールは変更される場合があります。あらかじめご了承ください。
※追加公演が決定した場合、開演時間が赤文字で表記されます。
◎会場へのお問い合わせは、ご遠慮ください。

●料金（全席指定・税込）
6,800円　

*KAT-TUN 東京ドーム公演事務局：0180-993-335（24時間音声サービス）
*コンサート事務局　最新コンサート情報：0180-993-700（24時間音声サービス）"

Basic translation:
Friday 6.30pm
Saturday 6.30pm
Sunday 6.30pm
Monday 6.30pm
Tuesday 6.30pm
Wednesday 6.30pm
Thursday 6.30pm
[has never been so glad she learned the japanese days of the week :X]
SEVEN DAYS IN A ROW!!!
You guys had broken the 3 days in a row record and now you greedy people are gonna break the record you set of 4. :P
I wonder if there'll be extra dates added due to demand. O_O
Now that the dates are out, i have a feeling these tickets are going to be sold out in a few days.
T_T
I'm going to have to miss another KAT-TUN concert. (It sucks to be a penniless student).
Come to Singapore or Malaysia KAT-TUN!!! T_T
Or make sure you still have concerts 5-10 years later when i actually have a steady income and can AFFORD to go to Japan to watch you guys. :(

Gosh the tickets are like...almost a hundred bucks in SGD. And i think that's the cheapest.

I wonder what the theme would be for this concert...i wish i could read more Japanese. It might be mentioned above. :(

Oh no. This is bad. If the concert is coming up...it means...ONE YEAR FROM NOW I'LL BE SPENDING MONEY BUYING THE DVD AND ALBUM(wait, this would probably come out in half a year or so) AGAIN!! T_T

*cries*

And I'd just spent 72.90 on KAT-TUN products from Comics Connections today.(Yes, i bought every KAT-TUN product available in the store. And no, i did not plan it. Thanks for loaning me money Ros!)

Let's see the grand total I've spent on KAT-TUN so far.[in SGD]
From Taiwan : 140 [rounded off]
From HMV Japan : 160[payed] and 140[paying in March] [rounded off]
From Comics Connection : 72.90 + 4.80(Jin poker card...no Kame! :'()
Total:517.70
OMG
HALF A GRAND!
A GRAND SUM OF HALF A GRAND!!!!!
*a thousand arrows lodges itself in my chest*
I'm dying...
Oh...are these angels I'm seeing...?
What are your names..?
KAT-TUN...?
Oh that sounds like a really nice name.....

-.-

I swear.
This.
Will.
Be.
My.
Last.
KAT-TUN.
Spending Spree.
Until.
The.
Next Album.
And DVD.
Comes out.
I SWEARRRRRRRRR!(Although I'd sworn previously, I'm swearing again, seeing as how I'd broken that oath in 2 weeks.)

Anyway, the ~~made-of-gold~~ KAT-TUN pictures and stickers are safely stored away in a photo album, which will be stored away in my Eeyore 'collection box'.
It will be protected from dust and sunlight ~~for all eternity~~.

今私はすごい嬉しい！！KAT-TUNの写真は私の大切持ち物！

KAT-TUN has just about taken away any not-so-pleasant part of the day. :D
That's part of the reason i love them.
They never fail to cheer me up.

じゃね！

Mood: Over The Moon

Gratz to KAT-TUN!

2009-01-20T23:32:00.005+08:00

The news is out! Congratulations to KAT-TUN for getting the White X'mas Single certified platinum for selling more than 250,000 copies in Japan!
Even though this single has the lowest sales amongst all singles, it's still a platinum-awardee!:D(Let's blame it on the lack of B-side :P)
Go KAT-TUN! :D

I met Rosanna at AMKHub today around 12 to cut my hair.
And YAY! XIAO DAN HAS CUT HER HAIR!
I don' think it looks very different. Everything's just....shorter...and less unruly. Imagine if i decided to spot a bob one day. :P I think people are gonna have a heart attack if i decide to do so. It's been...6-7 years since i had short hair? The last time i had these tresses chopped off was in Pri 3. I was just so annoyed with long hair and decided to tell the hair dresser to give me a really short bob. Looking back at the pictures now.......*hides under the table*
NEVER CUT A BOB AGAIN!
SOMEONE COULD SUE FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER THROUGH MEANS OF BRAIN-SCARRING.
Anyway, going back to Jean Yip(yep, that's where i cut my hair. 32 FREAKING BUCKS DOWN THE DRAIN!) made me remember my last trip there(about half a year back?I'd not cut my hair in aaaaaaageeeesss). The guy who cut my hair told me i was balding as the hair at the sides of my head is thin.
Balding.
BALDING.
BALDING??!!?!?
GEEZ!
If that's the case, I've been balding ever since hair started to grow on my wee lil head 16 years ago!
I have a broad forehead.
That explains the lack of hair at the sides.
COULD YOU GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT?!!?
He was probably going to try promoting some scalp care anti-balding treatment they had then.
I was with Clara(she was rebonding her hair) and they were trying to get her to sign up for some scalp treatment thing. (Apparently she had some scalp problems which resulted in hair not growing out from the pores after the fall off. SHE'S THE BALDING ONE! :P)

Okok...anyway, KAT-TUN　おめでとう！！！すごいですね！
I'm out of touch with Japanese(lessons are only once a week now!T_T) so I think I'll go and revise a little now.

じゃね！

Mood: Happy! + Nerdy

lunch with aunt!

2009-01-20T01:26:00.006+08:00

Today(yesterday, actually...), I had lunch with my aunty! Yay!
Met her at the Mandarin Hotel in Orchard(that's where she works).
And i had a really 'nice' surprise waiting for me.
Her boss wanted to meet me.
?!
It was SCARY!
That guy had the qualifications to be president if he wanted to.
Chairman of a bank.
Chairman of PRC(or PSC or whatever>.<).
Interviewer of prospective President's Scholarship's awardees.
And that's just to name a few.
Don't get me wrong.
He was a really nice guy.
And sharp.(Especially for an 81 year old man.)
He gave me a talk about the future...blahblah.
It seems every lunch i get 'treated' to, it's accompanied by a 'lecture' of a sort.
Everyone seems to want to talk to me about my future. :(
But i learned some really interesting things from him lol.
Like how it's impossible for me to be eligible for the President's Scholarship.(Not like i ever thought of trying for it anyway).
The selection process goes something like this:
1. To be ELIGIBLE to apply for the scholarship, you must have STRAIGHT As at A levels with 2 H3 subjects(like wtf?!) and a REALLY impressive cca record.
2. Out of the hundreds of applicants with the above said requirements, around 50 are chosen. The rest will be weeded out by an interview process.
3. Out of the 50, only 7-10 will get the President's Scholarship. The creme de la creme obviously. The rest just get some Merit Scholarship.
Even if i HAD thought of thinking of applying for it in the future, i doubt i ever will know, after knowing the requirements lol.
Mr Lee(That guy) apparently started off as a lowly accountant for some bank and worked his way up. O_O''
His daughter(eldest?Think the name was Jennifer) was a President Scholar (like omg) and his grand daughter (just taken Os too) had gotten 7A1s, 1A2, and 1B3 and applied for ACJC(I).
Mr Lee DOES MENTAL CALCULATION FOR THINGS WE MIGHT NOT EVEN BE ABLE TO WORK OUT WITH A CALCULATOR'S AID.
...
...
...
Pretty freaky bunch. :X
*bows down*
But you really have to give it to them.
They pawn us hands down haha.
Apparently he carried me once...when i was 5, at my greatgrandma's wake.
...
...
No recollection whatsoever.(Do you honestly expect me to remember this?!?)

Anyway, after that, went to have lunch at Sakura International Buffet with my aunt.
The food wasn't half bad. :P
Rather nice actually.
I gorged myself with sashimi and dessert.
Wee~
Never ate so much sashimi in my life.
Wish i was a bigger eater.
Was already rather full after eating the sashimi.
By the time we left the restaurant, i was so sure my jeans button was gonna pop haha!
With all these 'treats' I'd gotten i swear I'd just gained back whatever weight I'd miraculously lost during the holidays.
I don't even want to go anywhere near the weighing machine.
But I'm HAPPY! :D
Talked with my Aunty about some random stuff and some substantial stuff. Lol>.<
I like talking to this Aunty. :P
She's really nice and easy to talk to.
You know how some adults just judge you?
Eg.
-doesn't take you seriously as they think you're a kid and your thoughts are utter ^%%$^&&#.
-Talks to you like you're a being with a lower IQ/imbecile.
etc.etc.
This Aunt doesn't make me feel that way. :D
And she's really sweet! Haha!>.<
<3

Okok, anyway, i went on home, and went straight to fangirling. :X
I was really really really really happy!
Especially when i got the softsubs of the KAT-TUN QoP Tour DVD.
Then i got rather annoyed and sad. :(
Part 2 of the DVD wouldn't load properly.
And the softsubs didn't sync with the video either.
I'm gonna delete the files, wait for the hardsubs to come up, and then download and watch it again. :(

Then i went around reading some things...and because i was annoyed and bored, i made this! :D

It's utter crap right?! Lawl :X
Anyway, ending off! :P
Mood: Bored.

Adios~
P.s Finally gonna cut my hair tomorrow! Yay!

RESCUE theme song

2009-01-18T20:49:00.008+08:00

Apparently 'tactics' has been changed to 'rescue' for the single theme song of Nakamaru's Drama RESCUE. :S
I liked the 1st title better...
Nevertheless, the preview of the song sounds NICE. I think I'll like it more than One Drop. :S
Hmm...

Mood: Contemplative(I love this component of Lj, so decided to use it here :P)

Aunty's treat ;)

2009-01-17T20:51:00.013+08:00

Woke at 6.30 ( $%^&#*^%$%^&%$£"#$#%^$£$%^$#£$% ) again today to go for Japanese lessons. Have i mentioned how much i like the Japanese lessons?:D It's like, the only language lesson that i have not slept in thus yet. :P
Then i went back home to change as Da Yi Ma was treating Me+Mum+Dad to 'Fine Dining' at Raffles Town Club to 'celebrate'(?) my O level resutls. The catch was that...i had to dress up.
So look here people!
I WORE A SKIRT.
YAY!
...
THE FOOD ROCKED MAN.
But the prices on the menu looked so scary.
And it felt weird.
The service was good to the point of freaky. :X
Scenario 1: As soon as i was done with my soup, i started pushing the bowl away from me. Before it even moved 5 cm, it was whisked away by the waiter(note his hand never left his back the entire time he was in our presence).
Scenario 2: I drank the water provided in the goblet until it was...half-full-ish. As soon as i set it down, the waiter magically appears and fills it up again! This happened 3 times!
Scenario god knows what: When they serve you tea/coffee, they come with a tray of milk/sugar/cream and ask what you would like with it. You *point point point* and they do it for you. Unlike less 'fine'(?) places, they set it down in front of you to help yourself.
Scenario $%^%$%^#:When i sat down, they pulled out the chair for me and PUSHED IN THE CHAIR AS I SAT. O_O" I felt like Royalty for a second. xP
Scenario £$%^&*#%$^%$#^%$^%&&*(): The list goes on.
OH AND I'VE MENTIONED THE FOOD ROCKS RIGHT?! CUS IT DOES!!
I never knew i could be so in love with oysters. And ASPARAGUS(i disliked this veggie previously). And Baked Alaska for dessert!(A lil too sweet for my liking but nice nonetheless.)I loved the fruits too :( Ate the first fresh blue/raspberry in my life. (^^,)
And the beef carpaccio!*drools*
I'm boring everyone with my not-so-interesting descriptions right?:S
Anyway, the place had a really nice and relaxing atmosphere(the waiters whispered to us LOL). :D

Then i got dragged out shopping with my mum at Parkway Parade(AGAIN?!!?). In My Skirt.
AND I SAW AUDREY LIKE OMG.*hides*
I was like:
1. *sees her*
2. "EHHHH?! Aud-"
3. *shuts self up and turns away*
4. *realises she did glance at me but probably didn't recognise me*
5. *thanks god and walks away really quickly*
6. *shies away from everyone for the rest of the trip*
OK, so maybe Number 6 was utter crap but 1-5 happened. :P

Anyway, other than some crappy lousy idiotic cashiers at Isetan, the day was alright. So, ending this off with a video created from a site I'd discovered from some contacts on Livejournal. :D www.animoto.com
This is for my lovely friends in AMKSS.
It's a very short clip (30s was all the free video could give :[) but a clip nonetheless.
Pictures used: From the Chalet.
Song used: Kizuna(meaning BOND) by KAT-TUN(Kame Solo). Lyrics: Kamenashi Kazuya
IT HAS A MEANING TO IT DAMMIT.

Kizuna(Bond)

No matter how much we consider the future
No one can see the truth
Something is blocking my blank mind
It's just a mistake that I've been repeating

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated
Walking away from where you continue to live
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond

In time that flows, I try not to lose anything
Passing by, we collided - true emotion
Permeated my heart, into warm desires
The miracle I requested came about by chance

Even when things couldn't stand still, amidst the pain
I saw the light, because we were bound together
It's okay if you lied, and it's okay to cry
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated
Walking away from where you continue to live
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond
This song is dedicated to You Guys(No matter how much you might dislike Japanese Songs GRRR).

And i made a wallpaper haha! Cus i was really bored. Actually i made two. But i didn't like the first one :O So i deleted it xD So now we're left with a one that was done under 5 minutes :X OOPS.

click here or on the picture for the full size image

Adios~

submitted

2009-01-15T13:57:00.004+08:00

Ok...done...submitted the form before anything else happens to change my mind. I decided to remove Catholic JC from the list though. So i have a grand total of 8 choices.
BLAH.
Now that the decision making is over and done with, I'M GONNA GO GET MY KAT-TUN FIX!

OH AND KAT-TUN HAS OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED THE RELEASE OF ANOTHER SINGLE 'TACTICS' FOR NAKAMARU'S DRAMA 'RESCUE'!Weee~Can life get any better?:P

Adios~

results and choices

2009-01-15T01:00:00.010+08:00

I've been busy xD
I got my results back on the 12th of Jan whoopeedoo.
And ok >.< I'm happy with my results overall (can i honestly ask for more after being so freaking slack during my Os AND prelims?)
BUT I HATE MY COMBINED HUMANITIES SCORE.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE.
A FREAKING B3.
Although i know it's totally my own fault i got such a crappy grade for it, i'm gonna comfort myself by blaming it on the fever i was running the entire weekend before my SS paper and while i was doing the paper.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT. *person in complete self-denial speaking*.
Ok fine. So it was. -.-
That's what i get for going out to play at Sentosa and entering the sea AND staying out in the wind with dripping wet clothes. A cold.
*sighs*
It was a birthday celebration! JEEZ! Now my mum's saying how she's blaming herself for allowing me to play in the sea. -.-
Right.
Whatever.
BY THE WAY, EILEEN! I NEVER GOT THE PICTURES FROM THAT TRIP!!!

I'm happy with English though! I'd thought my english pretty screwed up as of late, but AMAZINGLY I GOT AN A1!! HAHA *flails*
And I'm really happy with Physics! I honestly thought i'd flunk it so bad.
BUT I WANT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT BIOLOGY TOO!!
Lazy-pig aka me slept at like 5am the day before the bio mcq paper TO SURF THE NET! wootz! So Lazy-pig slept through 40 minutes of the bio paper. And Lazy-pig rushed through the paper in 20 minutes and didn't bother to check as she felt like she was floating around in an state of extreme sleep-deprivation. SO LAZY PIG LOST LIKE 8 MARKS+ TO CARELESS MISTAKES. And that's just the careless mistakes. Ah well, i should be happy with my A2 with Bio. BUT I JUST WANT TO bludgeon MYSELF SOMETIMES!
Haha, anyway, everything else was great. CHINESE WAS GREAT TOO. IT STAYED AT IT'S B3 GRADE!(like duh)As if there's a chance of it rising after me SLEEPING through majority of the paper. But hey! It's ME and Chinese!A B3 is great! :D I came across a primary school exercise book a few days back and i realised i couldn't read/didn't understand half of the words in there. Crap right?

A week or two back, I'd said in a passing comment to my mum 'maybe i might decide on JC' as lately I've been really into Jap stuff(more specifically JE stuff) so i was thinking of doing Japanese Studies in the NUS FASS. So maybe JC was a faster a direct route. And if i change my mind, i still have time to decide on another course.
You should have seen the face of my mum man.
And then came the 'direct approach' method i mentioned in a previous post.
So now, my parents are like, SHE'S GOING TO JC YAY!
Just a few days back, when someone asked me on the phone if i'm gonna go to JC and i replied 'not sure'. When i hung up, my mum was all 'NOT SURE??!!?!?'
*hides under a rock* she's scary man.
I'm not gonna waste space complaining about their previous attitude anymore as it's useless.
I'm resigned to a JC fate.
Although poly courses are gonna be in my options like DUH.

Here's my choices so far(note that the 1st 2 is more my parent's decision than anything. We'd finally reached a compromise):
1. VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE (like wth right?fat wish man.)
2. NATIONAL JUNIOR COLLEGE (BWAHAHA)
3. Anderson Junior College (YES!MOST CONVENIENT!Direct bus 269!I can even walk if i feel like it!)
4. Nanyang Junior College (convenience too)
5. Catholic Junior College (This is mainly to take up space so that my options form won't look so empty...I'm submitting the form tomorrow, so i might take this out though :S)
6. Audio-Visual Technology at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I was looking through and this interests me. I WANNA GO HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*slaps self*stay focused XD! Look ahead to Jap Studies at NUS! BEAR WITH TWO YEARS!
7.Vetinary Technology at Temasek Polytechnic. (I'm interested, but to become a vet, another 6-8 years of overseas studies is required. Maybe when money starts falling from the sky. So basically, everything from here onwards is to fill up space.)
8. Mass Communication at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
9. Psychology and Community Services.
10-12. BLANK :D

Ok, elaboration:
1. SORRY JING2 AND YX! Temasek ain't on my choice now was it's REALLY inconvenient.
-travelling time from my house to there takes around 1.5 hours. So i have to wake at.....5.30 am?!!?! And i can't even sleep on the bus as I'd miss my stop.
-The modes of transport available suck.
1st way--->76 to payalebar mrt to bedok mrt and another bus to temasek jc.
2nd way--->bus to amk interchange to sit 24/25 to bedok interchange to another bus to temasek jc.
3rd way--->bus to amk mrt to bedok mrt to another bus to temasek jc.
4th way--->when the circle line comes up, bus to amk mrt to bishan mrt to payalebar mrt to bedok mrtto another bus to temasek jc.
NOTE HOW EACH WAY HAS ALOT OF SHIFTING AROUND INVOLVED? If i fall asleep in even ONE of them, i'm as good as dead. And knowing me, it's a very high possibility.
-When we have to report to school really early for events(eg, 6.30 report at school?) there wouldn't even be a bus around during 5am(which is the time i'd have to start travelling).
-Even though my aunt did offer to let me bunk there during weekdays, HOW IMPOSING IS THAT?! Unless it's raelly necessary, i don't want to impose on a relative so much. Also, WHAT ABOUT TAMMIE?!? T_T She's gonna miss her grooming/bullying sessions. And she wouldn't have an annoying owner following her around anymore. AND I'LL BE LACKING MY STRESS-RELIEVE ITEM!

2. Although if i have to pick (with TJ out of the picture), I'd choose Anderson JC as 1st choice. BUT MY PARENTS WANT ME TO ENTER A TOP 5 JC!
Me.
Top 5 JC.
Anyone else sees the horribly wrong equation?
Me=NO Study.
Top 5 JC=STUDY x 99
IT DOESN'T EQUATE NO MATTER HOW YOU PUT IT!
Anyway, I'm not gonna fight with them so much over it as the chances of me getting in's SLIM.

3. Why VJC and not TJC although they're both in the east? 76 goes straight to the interchange which is at the doorsteps of VJ=I CAN SLEEP ON THE BUS AND NOT WORRY ABOUT MISSING MY STOP!Not to mention there was a certain someone spamming me with messages on facebook about how great VJ is. YES THAT'S YOU YVETTE!

4. VJC and NJC were vying for 1st/2nd place on this list.
-Although i have to wake at 6 for VJ and 6.40 for NJ(neighbour's car is THE transport mode :P), the sleep i'll get on the bus make up for it.
-Although NJ has a larger number for the cut off point, IT HAS LESS VACANCIES DUE TO THEM TAKING IN P6 STUDENTS! VJ has a lower cut off point, but it has like....200 more vacancies. Although i think it's not much of a difference as the 200 will be filled up by students before me as MY POINTS ARE TOTALLY OFF!-.- But, that's good too i guess? It being totally off and all means that chances of me getting in are slim and that's good.....right?

5. Anderson's 3rd, but I'm scared that since it's rather low on my choice list, i won't end up there...OH NO!!!!!!!IT'S THE MOST CONVENIENT ONE!!!!!!

The rest is pretty much self-explanatory.

Although i think with my current choices, it's like...99% that i'll get into AJ or lower.
I probably won't get into VJ, so that states it all.
With NJ as my 2nd choice, even if the exact cut off becomes 6, i'll barely make it or not make it at all.
So next up is AJ!(what if i don't get in this too??NY?Somehow, i'd rather go to poly...............*STAY FOCUSED XD!BEAR WITH THIS!*

The idea of JC sucks for SO many reasons.
1. CHINESE Wth, i wished i'd taken HMT! Even though i'll probably be scraping passes/failing in school....BUT YOU JUST NEED TO PASS TO TAKE ANOTHER 2 POINTS OFF! Wait...EVEN IF YOU FAIL WITH A D7, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE CHINESE AT JC1! AHHHHHHHHHHHH*flomps* I think if i'd put in a little effort, there's a chance i MIGHT pass HMT. I think. STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
2. NAPFA. Self-explanatory. Kill me.
3. GP/PW. Nothing says 'i am boring and here to pull down your grade average' better than these subjects. I HAVE NO INTEREST IN CRAPPY CURRENT AFFAIRS! When i first heard of Hilary Clinton, the first person that popped into my mind was HILARY DUFF dammit. Now, from whatever I'd learned listening to Jun Hao's rambling on the current affairs in class, I know that Hilary Clinton ran for the US Election and lost. How old is she anyway? I don't even remember how she looks like. Even if i were to read the news, i never open to the politics segment. It's a B.O.R.E.
4.STUDYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING. We're like oil and water. Totally immiscible.
5. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I COULD GO ON FOREVER AND NITPICK ON MANY MORE THINGS.

I do have a short list on why i like JC though. :O
1. Uniform=my home clothes can rot 5-6days per week.
2. 2 years! To uni! Which is where i wanna go now. I finally have a proper FEASIBLE vision now.(After my childhood dreams of being an astronaut pretty much got shattered by the harshness of reality.)
3.
Wait, i think that's it.
There's no 3. that i can think of now.

I think the competitions gonna be pretty stiff this year as many people did well.
Eg. Cat High - heard 1/3 of the population got 6 points.
Cedar - heard their L1R5 average is 9.
But this might be evened out by the fact that many would be unable to deduct the 2 bonus points from being in the JC for the 1st 3 months.

Hah.
Thinking about this is a headache.
~~I wish I'd just gotten a 10 so that with CCA deducting 2, I'd have a 8. Then it's definitely AJ and my parents would give up their hopes of me entering a top5 JC.~~
I'm just gonna submit this form tomorrow and let the MOE do it's job.
I was rather pissed an hour ago.
My printer=missing installation CD, so i had to download the driver, only to discover there's absolutely NO INK left. Not even a smudge on the paper we tested on.
Dad's printer=spoilt EONS ago and he didn't bother to fix it/let us know.

Ok, this is depressing stuff.
Moving on to HAPPIER ONES!!

KAME'S NEW DRAMA'S 1ST EPISODE AIRED ON TUESDAY ON NIPPON TV!The raw's up for downloads already at JOR@Lj but it's MU links. Which doesn't work for me. Sendspace and MU NEVER workes for me. Hate them. -.- So i guess i have to wait for the subbed/raw MF files to come up. Or i'll just watch crap quality ones on some streaming site.
I downloaded Keyhole TV, a program which enables me to watch Japan's TV channels in real time. So i can tune in to NTV to watch KAT-TUN's shows anytime! WEE! I just watched my 1st episode of Cartoon KAT-TUN on Keyhole TV. It was the continuation of ep91, where they're having a special in some place(Yokohama?). KAT-TUN's 'Grand Prix' continued on while Koki had to ride some really scary roller coaster as a forfeit of a game in a previous episode. The 'Grand Prix' decided who would be the new ADs(assistant directors. Nice name, but basically, they do crappy derogatory work lol!) At first it was AKAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T Then it was found out Junno cheated a little at a corner and lost his 1st place. Jin got pushed up to 3rd, so it was Kame and Junno. :(
Junno's fine too!
But......Akame.. T_T
At the end, the ADs had to play some 'spinning darts' game to see if they had to do a forfeit, or if they had a chance to eat some of the delicacies the rest of the members were having. Lucky Junno got 10 seconds where he slurped up lots of soba.
Poor Kame HAD TO WASH THE ENTIRE BUS(It's like a freaking huge bus!). In the middle of the night! Haha! :X
The way he fell to the floor after seeing his 'dart-ing' results was hilarious. As if he'd lost all the bones in his body.
MUAHAHAHA! I shouldn't be laughing at his misfortune right?:X
BUT IT'S SO DAMN FUNNY IN A WEIRD WAY!!!
Think i liked episode 91 better though. Lot's of funny crap between the members.
Looking at them ride horses makes me ITCH to get on one too. :(
Dream on XD *sighs*.

Oh, and KAT-TUN new commercial for Lotte's using the B-side song of the One Drop single. The title was unconfirmed, the last i heard. But most likely something like D-T-S.
I hope this single's sale goes well, with the B-side and tie in with Kame's drama and all.

OH!!And KAT-TUN's QoP DVD has sold around 175 000 copies(excluding online sales and such)! I can't remember the exact details. Something about it ranking #1 on oricon charts and it making yet another 2 more records for KAT-TUN.
Hmm...

Gah>.< I'm sleepy and I'm gonna go shower.
Adios~

(Oh! And this Magazine POPEYE's Jan 2009 issue had numerous pictures of Kame in denim in it. Sort of for Kame winning the Best Jeanist yet again back in 2008. I'd love to put the pictures here put it's gonna cause severe nosebleeding haha!)
So here's a ~~tamer~~nother one.

My 1st wallpaper of Kame haha!

Crap

2009-01-12T03:06:00.003+08:00

The 11th started off GREAT!
I woke up raellllly late.
I had let's of KAT-TUN dosage.
I came across some priceless clips.
I even thought 'Ahhhh~Today ROCKS!'

The 'R' didn't even cross my mind except fleetingly for a few moments.

SO WHY THE HECK AM I STARTING TO PANIC NOW?!
WHEN I'M ABOUT TO TURN IN?!
HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP MAN!
At around 12 i suddenly remembered 'OH NO! I'VE YET TO DO MS ZAITON'S PHOTOBOOK THINGY!'
So i started doing it with whatever limited materials i was provided with.
I'm guilty to say i did crap work.(As with Mr Soh's.)
While doing crap work, the stupid 'panicky' feeling started to sink in.

I keep telling myself panicking would do no good.
Hah.
Well, atleast I'm not to the point of wanting to scream yet.
Or even having numerous stomach aches simultaneously.(Technically it's impossible, i know, as i have only 1 stomach :X But you get my point right?)
But there's this uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I'm repeating KAT-TUN's 'Precious One' over and over and over and over and over again to sooth my nerves.
Crap.
How badly do you think i'll start to hyperventilate tomorrow in the hall?

And what's with the 'Smart Casual' dress code?
Whoever coined the term 'Smart Casual' should just drop dead.
If he/she isn't already.
Gah, even if i wanted to go in uniform....i'm wondering where the heck i put it.
I think it's at the very bottom of the ironing basket in the piano room.
I think.
GAH.
It's 3.13 am..............AND I'M NOT DONE WITH THE PHOTOBOOK EITHER 'CUS I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED!
I have no idea what the hell i'm gonna wear to collect my results tomorrow but i can't be bothered currently.
Why couldn't the school just have said casual?!
T-shirt and Jeans works just FINE with me.(Although i did say i'm working away from it, who the heck wants to think about what they want to wear when they're panicking!?)

...
...
...

I hope i don't start crying tomorrow.
Although i have this feeling i will be.
1. Out of disappointment.
2. Out of relief.
3. Out of unadulterated joy.
Whatever the scenario is, it seems i'm gonna be pretty overwhelmed.
Maybe i should bring a tissue packet along...
GAH WHO CARES.

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I'm meeting Ros and Kelly (and Jenny?) for lunch tomorrow.
The atmosphere's gonna be pretty tense.
No one would be in the mood for much joking.

And don't you hate it sometimes when people have certain expectations of you?-.-
Eg. Someone messaged me today to wish me good luck for my results tomorrow. THANK YOU! Like really!
BUT!
Did you have to say to me to continue on the Band tradition of having the valedictorian hail from there?-.-
And when i say it's impossible I MEAN IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
'Talk only la. You confirm do well one.'
'Please lor. You won't do badly one.'
'As if you need to worry la.'
Sentences like this?I hate them.
Sometimes when you need some peace of mind, people start piling this responses on you when you feel a need to share your worries.
-.-
Wow.
There might be some people out there who knows that they'll do well but say that they won't in order to appear humble. BUT I'M NOT ONE OF THEM SO GIVE ME A BREAK!
That's just putting pressure man.

Ah crap.
I sound really pissed.
I'm not...
Thanks for the message again man.
Really.
It's just my nerves that's making me complain about the latter part of the conversation.

I can't sleep...
For more reasons than one-.-
Guess I'd better get back to completing the photobook.

Adios~

Chalet pictures and Banners + Posters

2009-01-10T23:25:00.020+08:00

Ok...SO...I did my first batch of KAT-TUN banners and icons today. xD Posted it on several Lj communities to share it with fellow fans(About time i contributed after all the leeching I'd done :X) Just messed around with photoshop a little during my 'bored but fangirly' episodes. If you see the banners you'll come to realise i have this thing for the 'texturizer' on photoshop xD Liked the 'canvas-y' effect it created.
Even if you DISLIKE(those people know who I'm referring to) KAT-TUN just take a look and give me some constructive comments kay?:P
I know a few(maybe all?) of them pretty much sucks but hey, I'm not claiming them to be any good. :S Thus constructive comments needed. AND ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO FULLY UTILIZE PHOTOSHOP?! It seems that every time i discover a new function a forget something I'd discovered in a previous 'photoshop-meddling' sessions.
Please click here to go to my Lj account to see it. :P ONEGAI!

Ok, on to chalet stuff.
It was FUN.
Except for one stupid Bitch which ruined the first afternoon. :D
Costa Sands should conduct a tighter screening when hiring potential staffs.
To prevent ~~bitches~~ a certain Bitch from entering their ranks.
There were some really nice staffs though. But they were all MEN. O_O What's wrong with the women(ok totally generalizing here) of the world?
1:While booking, they totally gave NO mention of the fact that there must be someone (NOTE: RANDOM SOMEONE) who's 18 to check in. Ohh nooooo, they waited till we were happily at Costa Sands WITHOUT ANYONE WHO WAS 18 WITH US to tell us. :D
Yep!
Totally clueless us had a major 'help!are you in the vicinity?' call spree to random people on our hp.
Kelvin had booked a chalet before and there was no such problem.
Kelvin's one amongst many others.
Even if there was such a rule, HOW ABOUT A GENTLE REMINDER?
Do you guys perhaps remember that many students that book chalets are in fact doing it for the first time with absolutely ZILCH experience?
Of course not.
We finally asked a really nice guy :UNCLE PAT (THANK YOU! YOU ROCK! ~~MAY KAT-TUN BLESS YOU!~~BLESSINGS FOR A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD!) who was doing food catering for another chalet group helped us to check in, even giving his NRIC and Hp number. The girl that he was to deliver food to had similar problems checking in the day before.
HELLO!DING DONG COSTA SANDS!DOESN'T REPEATED PROBLEMS BY KIDS CHECKING RING AN EMERGENCY BELL FOR YOU TO IMPROVE YOUR SERVICE?
The most STUPID thing of this entire fiasco is the fact that ANY RANDOM 18 YEAR OLD WOULD DO. So what's the whole point man? I could grab a rapist/robber/road sweeper/blind woman/thief/student/politician off the street to help us check in.
WHAT'S THE FREAKING POINT?!
That was the most stupid thing.
The worst thing?
The Bitch.
A.k.a pregnant prissy receptionist.
A.k.a woman who spoke in a condescending tone.
A.k.a employee with no proper etiquette when speaking to customers EVEN THOUGH WE'RE YOUNG.
A.K.A? BITCH.
Us: Excuse me, can we check in?
Bitch: Are you 18?*sweeps eye up and down.*
Us: Er no. 16.
Bitch: Must be 18 to check in. *Turns around and dismisses us as if we were some pesky flies*.
Woooo~Watch out! We have the Ice Queen here! We're all beneath her royal notice. Lo and behold the high and mighty queen of bitches.

Hey! Ever had customer-relations training? I've never undergone one! But i can EASILY come up with a much better scenario to deal with our 'underage checking in'(WTF is this man?).

Us: Excuse me, can we check in?
A kind staff other than the Bitch: Are you 18 yet?*Note the absence of eye sweeping and presence of KIND helpful smile.*
Us: Er no. 16.
A kind staff other than the Bitch: I'm sorry, but we require a personnel of 18 years to be present in order for you to check in.
And perhaps a: Perhaps you could try dialing for a family member to come to your aid.

Ok so we did start dialing numbers like MAD. I made a complete ass of myself asking people i don't know all that well if they were able to help us. ASS. Weeee~ That's my middle name! *Sorry to those people kay?*

Okok, I'm done with the Bitch-ing. Think that's the record for the number of tims I'd called someone a bitch. 9 times on this blog. And maybe another 10 more times on the day itself. O_O

When we finally managed to check in, the room we had assigned to us like 2/3 days ago (P01) had a DEFECTIVE LOCK!
Oh wow.
You assigned a room previously reported with a deficit lock to another customer!
Costa Sands! I'm so voting you for the 'Best Service'-y awards as you SO deserve it.
(Anyone who can't get the sarcasm ought to drop dead and die as there's something seriously wrong with your being and dying would just be a better option.)
A kind staff came along and INFORMED us about the defective lock.(Wow, is there like some communication break down betweem the reception desk and the rest of the resort?)
He tried opening it for us by the back way too.
Failed.
In the end, he had to go back to the Reception Desk(Now I'm SURE there's a communication break down) to change the room for us.
While waiting, we were complaining like sh*t and that's where all the B words came out from :D. Finally got sian of complaining(even Singaporeans can only complain so much) and Ros taught me the first few steps of her Salsa Dance. It was...ok? The steps were easy enough to catch on to. It'd probably be better with some music we could groove to. I think Kel sort of....stoned here?OOPS :X
Anyway, the male staff came back with the key to P05.
YAY! LOOK! HOUSE CLEANING HAD YET TO GET THERE! IT'S IN AN UTTER.............MESS?
Wait no, house elves pop out from under the bed and closet(the chased the bogeyman and skeletons away) and made the room clean in less than a second!(Anyone still doubting the breakdown in communication?)
The poor guy had to apologise to us (for P01 and P05) even though it was totally not his fault, just the management.
Then another male staff brought us to another room B05 to stay.
Woots.
Finally!
And GEE!
The room was SO NOT A disappointment!
I bet you guys hired world class photographers just to make the room look decent.
We spent the first 15 minutes chasing after a....fly?
Lol yeah, retarded right?
AND THE TOILET SUCKS OMG.
SUCKS.
SUCKS.
SUCKS.
Hah, but after that nightmarish beginning everything else afterward more than made up for it.
That's the beauty of the company of friendship.
It makes the most horrible of situations seem fun and enjoyable.

Ahh...that was a long section dedicated to complaining. And i wasn't even all that detailed lol.
moving on to the fun part. :D
Let the pictures do the talking.

We played Jenga a little on the first day. Never had a Jenga game drag so long. O_O
Rosanna lost in the end as she had totally NO blocks to pick out. (Not because there was none that could budge easily, but because each layer only had a block in the center or two at the side. Removal of any would result in instant collapse lol.)
So guess what she did?-.-
%$^&*()&^%$%^&*(^%$^&*^
Oh look. It went falling down. You didn't push it RIGHT?:D
Scary-.-
those blocks almost fell on my toe. Ow?

This was around 2/3 through the game. Look at the base man. xD

Checking out the sign on the back door...What did it say?:S Just realised i had not read it.

Then we played twister (or was this after MJ?)
We posed for this. But I'm gonna use this as a comparison basis. Think this is bad?
We had worse.
My face ended up right behind Rosanna's butt. Our arms and legs were hopelessly intertwined. Dammit. Wasn't Kelvin pretty comfortable?
And when Jenny came the next day, his leg ended up beneath my butt. And we kok-ed heads.
And....WASN'T KELLY PRETTY COMFORTABLE AGAIN?!(ok he had a some difficult moments......BUT WASN'T HE STILL PRETTY COMFORTABLE?!He had a limb off the mat for an entire game!)

We played MJ that 1st night. Introducing Kelly the Ah Pek.
He was teaching Ros how to counts MJ points. I couldn't be bothered. Ended up stoning at the side listening to the music playing on the speakers lol.
I think we were quite loud, having our own Karaoke and MJ session simultaneously. xD

Introducing Rosanna's Superman Underwear which she hugs to sleep.:D

Jenny joins us the next morning at 10 plus. We were all still sleeping when he called. SO WHY WERE KELLY AND ME THE ONES TO BUY BREAKFAST AS HE AND ROS SLACKED IN THE ROOM?? Lol! Stupid lazy GLUTTON. :P

So Jenny learned MJ too...i think. Or did Kelly teach him MJ block building?
Ok blogger sucks at uploading pictures so I'm just gonna like...crap through the rest with minimal pictures. AND I'M TIRED. T_T Woke at 6.30(?!?!?!?!!?!)am today to go to Jap class. Wait, that's technically yesterday.
Anyway,

We played with paper balls. Burst 2 within the 1st day. Had to save the other 2 for the next lol. It was unexpectedly fun to play with them. The fact that an injury risk from a screwed up pass was minimal was an added plus too.
Introducing my friend Kelly, an aspiring native Saudi Arabia(no offence or anything. when i see people drapped from head to toe with a cloth, i relate back to SA xD)

The 2nd night we ate dinner at this place called BBQ Chicken. Or was it the other way around? You just have to love the hot pink seats man. Lol.
Look how Jenny's ice cream matched!

Introducing XD Jr. xD And Jenny in his bauble skirt shorts. :X

Pics of Jenny after he showered. He camwhored! :P(jk xD)
Doesn't he look like Hong Ye in one of the pics?:O Exactly how much time have you been spending with your ex-sitting partner Jenny?

Er, some crap videos of me and kel...crapping?We were high lol.
Don't watch it if you have retard-allergy.

And finally!
MORE KAT-TUN!!
Lyrics for One Drop has been leaked. :P
May not 100% correct though.
But still.
*SCREAMS*

Kanji
Love, dream, eternity, hope and... Bye-bye

Bye-bye 孤独な日々よ
Bye-bye 遠く過ぎた日よ
守りたい一雫
Only lonely your tear drop

冷たいEYEで君を見つめたね
胸の一雫じゃ涙そっと流れてる
失う時まで気付けない優しさ
この目に映るよ

Bye-bye 絡んだ糸を
Bye-bye 過去の悲しみを
寂しさどんな小さな傷にも涙の訳
Bye-bye 孤独な日々よ
Bye-bye 遠く過ぎた日よ
守りたい一雫
Only lonely your tear drop

ときのイタズラ振りまわされたね
残る言葉さえずっと君を迷わせた
諦めていいよ強がらなくていい
君のせいじゃない

Bye-bye もつれた糸を
Bye-bye 過去の過ちを
許してどんな小さな今日に永遠の希望
Bye-bye 一人の日々よ
Bye-bye 日々の憂鬱よ
大切な一雫
Only lonely your tear drop

飢えた体のこの真ん中を
一筋にかける君の匂い
その夢をその涙で消せぬ想いを
揺れながら迷いながらまだ信じ続けてる

Romaji
Love, dream, eternity, hope and... Bye-bye

Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Tsumetai EYE de kimi wo mitsumeta ne
Mune no hitoshizuku ja namida sotto nagareteru
Ushinau toki made kizukenai yasashisa
Kono me ni utsuru yo

Bye-bye karanda ito wo
Bye-bye kako no kanashimi wo
Sabishisa donna chiisana kizu ni mo namida no wake
Bye-bye kodoku na hibi yo
Bye-bye tooku sugita hi yo
Mamoritai hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Toki no itazura furimawasareta ne
Nokoru kotoba sae zutto kimi wo mayowaseta
Akiramete ii yo tsuyogaranakute ii
Kimi no sei ja nai

Bye-bye motsureta ito wo
Bye-bye kako no ayamachi wo
Yurushite donna chiisana kyou ni eien no kibou
Bye-bye hitori no hibi yo
Bye-bye hibi no yuuutsu yo
Taisetsu na hitoshizuku
Only lonely your tear drop

Ueta karada no kono mannaka wo
Hitosuji ni kakeru kimi no nioi
Sono yume wo sono namida de kesenu omoi wo
Yurenagara mayoinagara mada shinjitsuzukeru

English
Love, dream, eternity, hope and... Bye-bye

Bye-bye, days of solitude
Bye-bye, days long gone
I want to protect that one drop
Only lonely your tear drop

I looked at you with cold eyes
In the one drop of your heart, tears are softly falling
In these eyes are reflected
A kindness that I'd never noticed until I'd lost it

Bye-bye, entwining thread
Bye-bye, sadness of the past
Loneliness, even the tiniest wound is a reason for tears
Bye-bye, days of solitude
Bye-bye, days long gone
I want to protect that one drop
Only lonely your tear drop

We were shaken around in a prank played on us by time
Even the words left behind always made you hesitate
It's okay to give up, it's okay to drop the strong facade
It's not your fault

Bye-bye, tangled thread
Bye-bye, mistakes of the past
Forgive me, even in the tiniest today there is hope for eternity
Bye-bye, lonely days
Bye-bye, the melancholy of those days
That one important drop
Only lonely your tear drop

Right in the center of this starved body
Only your scent is suspended
Whilst swaying, whilst hesitating, I still continue to believe
In that dream, and the indelible feelings in those tears

Final KAT-TUN pic :D
I'm like in a super KAT-TUNy mood now. Finished rewatching the Cartoon KAT-TUN episodes of the Okinawa special today. Just watched the Lastest episode(91) on tudou(chi subs though D:) for the nagayama(or is it nagayaki?) special. ROFLMAO. Talk about hilarious. :X

Adios!~

p.s this must be the longest post in my blog history>.>''

Ordered more KAT-TUN stuff

2009-01-09T16:20:00.010+08:00

Ok, I've ordered two more KAT-TUN albums (Best of KAT-TUN and Cartoon KAT-TUN II You) from HMV Japan. I'd cancelled the calendar order in the previous package and re-ordered it so that i can lump all three items together in one package and save on the delivery cost.
So I'll only be getting the items around March as that's when the calendar is expected to be officially released.
I have to start saving like shit.
And dig some greens out of my impending CNY cash.
This is going to be the last I'm gonna spend on them for a looooooooong time.
Or until their next album comes out anyway>.<

I just learned that Oricon Charts don't include online sales in their statistics! :O
And i was feeling soooooooo guilty for not buying their singles(I'm REALLY short on cash dammit).
Ahh well, even without including online sales in their sales figures, KAT-TUN still overshadows many other groups. :P

Anyway, in the next post I'm gonna put on some pics from the chalet + a more detailed account on what happened.

For now:

A really natural shot of KAT-TUN as they're taking shots for their White X'mas Studio Shoot. Look at how gaily Jin is laughing. xD

Aww ain't this cute?

Junno's stylist deserves a commendation. He's been looking way better lately.(I'm not a fan of blonde Junno or haystack-hair Junno.) I think short hair suits him better.

And of course, 2 pictures on Kame :D He just looks too cute. xD
While watching the making of the PV, it was like LAWL. Even though they're all wearing winter-ish clothes, they were sweating buckets in the indoor shoot location.
They picked their own outfit this time and my personal favourite is Kame's(not being biased. I just think he knows how to make what he has work for him) followed by Junno's, Maru's, Jin's, Koki's, then Ueda's.
Sorry Tat-chan. I just can't relate to your furry hat with furry baubles.
Hmm...Kame's...well...I'm pretty much a sucker for man in suits and Kame's pretty much looked like a trendy spin-off on a suit.

Here's a preview of the new single 'One Drop' dated to be released on the 11th of Feb(moved up from 13th). ~~It's a audio rip from a fancam when they performed it during the 2008-2009 Johnny's Countdown Concert. Pity they didn't air it live or i'd be able to get my hands on a better quality version.~~
SCREW THAT! A better Full Version(although still with some static) just aired on Kame's radio program Kase by Kase.
Go Kame! This ROCKS MAN!

(Wait for the blog song to finish or go to this link =P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lmJv0TKFQ0)
Pretty good eh?><
Even though all I've heard are bits and pieces~~(before this live rip version came up)~~ i can pretty much hum the tune to the chorus already. O_O''
*flails on floor*
I can't wait maaaaaaan.
I wanna see the PV.
Think it's gonna be one with dancing in it(aww come on, KAT-TUN was originally formed as a dance unit, let's not waste their talent Johnny!) as White X'mas didn't have any dancing in it.
I think the sales of this single's gonna be pretty good, with it being tied in to Kame's drama (AND IT BEING A KAT-TUN SINGLE) and all. :D
Yay!

Ok i think that's enough rambling of KAT-TUN in a day...:S

I'd just finished watching 'Just Married' and it was....Ok.
Funny enough.
Perhaps I'm just not in the mood for a movie eh?>.<
I'm in KAT-TUN mood. :S (When am i ever not?-.-)

Anyway,

Adios~

Crap..Kame-fever

2009-01-09T03:36:00.004+08:00

Ok...so it's reaaalllly late.
Or early.
I should be sleeping.
But i just can't seem to get enough KAT-TUN.
So i sort of twirked some template around to make this skin>.<
THE IMEEM PLAYER IS HIDDEN MUAHAHA!
Good luck trying to pause the music :P

Adios~

ros' birthday and chalet.

2009-01-08T01:50:00.004+08:00

Ok, so I'm a little late announcing it here but, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ANYWAY ROS!
Just came back from chalet...*checks watch*...yesterday.
I'm lazy to blog :(
Main thing is to say Happy Birthday to ros?
I was KAT-TUN deprived :O
Spent the whole day catching up on KAT-TUN :3
I've just subbed my 1st KAT-TUN video haha! XD
Fansubbers are GODS.
So much trouble just to sub ONE short clip.
But it's fun!
Nyahaha~

Adios~
Kame:

chalet, jap lesson, kbox, sleepover, bus fare, JC

2009-01-04T19:05:00.007+08:00

hmm...so many things happened these last few days..:O
I wonder if i have the patience to blog about all of it :S

Anyway, it started on Friday with me going out to KBox with Kelly, Jenny, and Ros again. We'd planned to patronize another KTV in Tanjong Katong(somewhere near Parkway Parade) but the small rooms were fully booked. So..., yup! It was back to the ole one in amk centrak lol.
I FOUND THE KAT-TUN SONG 'SIGNAL' AND KAME'S SOLO KIZUNA BUT LIKE OMFG THE KARAOKE VERSION SUUUUUUUUUUUCKED.
1. The video was of 2 guys TRYING to imitate KAT-TUN and their god-like level of dance/hiprolls but FAILING MISERABLY. OMG my eyes are SCARRED BEYOND REPAIR. As in acid-and-toxic-slime-poured-into-eyes-before-scalpel-being-plunged-into-the-sockets-scarred. It was so horrible i could SUE.
2. THE LYRICS WERE IN JAPANESE ( as in KANJI and hiragana and katakana). It's so freaking unfair man. I'd sung one other Jap song there (Poweder Snow/ KonaYuki) and it had ROMAJI subs. Why couldn't they get the Romaji sub versions for the KAT-TUN songs?! AND MAYBE EVEN THE ORIGINAL MTV INSTEAD OF 2 SICK GUYS TRYING TO IMITATE THEM.
*pukes just from the memory of it.*
Oh, and there was this REALLY EMBARASSING MOMENT. :S
Stupid Jenny ( I repeat, STUPID JENNY) picked the song Cockle Dooda Doo(how ever it's spelt) OF ALL songs. So when it was playing, just for the heck of it we started singing along ( yes i know, crap right?haha! The lyrics were just damn hilarious though. What was with the fiddler losing his stick?0.o) WHEN THE STAFF CAME IN.
The worse part was, she just opened the door, stood there for like..2 seconds(tops) and left.
WAS SHE TOO TRAUMATIZED SEEING THREE SIXTEEN YEAR OLD PEEPS(ros had gone to the ladies) SINGING SUCH A RETARDED SONG?!
Oh wait, screw that. It wasn't 3 of us singing it. It was only ME. You know why? CUS STUPID JENNY AND KELLY (who picked the song!!!) was too busy LAUGHING. -.-''
*digs a hole* I never wanna come out of that hole again. :S
Ok kidding. XD As embarrassing as it was, IT WAS FUNNY :S I'll live with my bruised pride somehow haha!
After K-ing, we went to Banquet to eat dinner. I had LAKSA!(It's been eons since i had that.) R, K and J said something funny JUST when i had plenty of Laksa gravy in my mouth which JUST had to go up my nose. Great timing man! Like REALLY. My wonderful Laksa Experience had been ruined. :S

Well, after that, I went home and downloaded plenty of KAT-TUN videos while waiting for Selena to come up.
She came up at....11.30pm? And we had a ~~tea~~ KAT-TUN party! Well, technically, it was supposed to be a sleepover? But we ended up talking about stuff, watching KAT-TUN videos(and getting sidetracked more often than not by OTHER KAT-TUN videos) and more talking till....5am? And seeing as how i had Jap lessons the next day at 8am at Kovan, we had to wake at 6.45AM. So yeah...the 'sleepover' was for...1 hour and 45 minutes LOL. I felt bad man, waking Selena so early despite the fact that she was sleeping over :S. She went back to her house(which is like 7 stories down) to sleep after eating breakfast. LOL. I can't imagine how the situation must have been. After FINALLY getting her parents to agree to sleepover, they wake up to find her sleeping back in her bed the next day till almost 3pm. :S
I was worse. :S
I slept on the bus to Jap lessons (again) and felt like a zombie during the lesson. When i finally got home, it was about 11am and i slept from 11.30am to almost 5pm.
Like wth right?-.-''
AND I COULDN'T REMEMBER WHAT WAS TAUGHT DURING THE JAP LESSON!*shoots self*
AND! Despite sleeping till 5pm, i was sleepy again by 10 pm. (I feel like a babe all over again, being unable to keep awake for more than a few hours straight).
Selena came up again(yay!) from around...5+ to 7+? I taught her the very first lesson in my Jap textbook as a revision for myself. Lol, it was...fun. XD I was like, phew! Thank god i could at least remember lesson 1 :S
Talking with Selena ~~was~~ is always interesting.
I learned of a certain someone who SUPPOSEDLY had 21 boyfriends amongst many other things.
Right.
IM.PO.SSI.BLE.
No offence, but really.
IM.PO.SSI.BLE.
Keep living in your dream world gal.
(ok i probably sound bitchy here, but, i was SHOCKED and somewhat disgusted when i heard what sort of picture that person had been painting about herself in front some other people.)
If you know who you are and happened to chance by my blog, I have nothing against you as a person, just these deeds that you have done.

Hah, ok anyway, SELENA!!!!!!!!!!!WHEN DO YOU WANNA FINISH THE KAT-TUN CONCERTS?:S We kept sidetracking...
Okok, i know you're busy trying to finish your projects and homework now (last minute worker! :P *shoots self* I'm one to talk :S) so when you're free and up to it kay?:D
Oh and before i continue, let me get this out of my system:
THE QUEEN OF PIRATES TOUR DVD AND KAIZOKUBAN LIVE DVD ROCKS! BLOODY ROCKS! ROCKY ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Ok...umm, where was I?
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*swears to live on the budget of a monk now*
Oh wait, screw that.
As if i can-.-
To live on the budget of a TRUE monk(not those money beggars you see wondering around sometimes), I'd have to start eating grass and treebark.
And be totally off the computer and KAT-TUN.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
THAT'S MY ONE ESCAPE!
KAT-TUN IS LIKE, MY ONLY SALVATION FROM THIS SAD EXISTENCE!
ok, drama moment over.
*sighs*

Ok, moving on to happier stuff.
I'm gonna be at a chalet with Kel, Ros, and Jenny at Downtown East from tomorrow till Wednesday. :D
WEEEEEEEE~
I've not packed. :S
I HATE PACKING.
Or unpacking, for the matter.
But once i start, i can't stop-.-
Like, the day before the day before my Jap test, i was supposed to study. Guess what i ended up doing?
PACKING MY ROOM.
FOR MORE THAN 3 HOURS.
And it's not even halfway done-.-
I had to stop as i was freaking sleepy(the result of waking up at 8 for SO MANY DAYS) and up till now ( think that was a week ago), my room's still in the state of being half-packed. :D
A.k.a?
A mess.
Oh wait.
My room is ALWAYS in a mess. :O
So what am i saying?
The state of being half-packed is...NO DIFFERENT FROM IT'S USUAL STATE!
So why did i spend 3 hours packing it?-.-
*shoots self*
I rented 5 movies from a shop near my house to have a movie marathon during the chalet too AND OMG IT WAS MORE EXPENSIVE THAN I REMEMBERED.
IT USED UP 5 $2 COUPONS!
Maybe it's because i'd rented a series the last time and so, it was cheaper. :S
EACH MOVIE COST 2 DOLLARS!
Ok, it's cheaper than Video Ezy...but still...T_T
So much for living on the budget of a monk.
I can't even last for.............a hour?
*breaks down crying*
Mou, why can't it start raining money?
Like instead of the stupid scene in Bedtime Stories where gumballs start falling, why can't MONEY fall from the sky?
I probably sound materialistic to everyone but WHAT THE HELL. The bills and EVERYTHING is choking my family.
So why not give up KAT-TUN?
HEY! I've been buying the minimal stuff to keep my self SANE.
But wait, if it DOES start raining money, it'll make no difference.
We'll all still be struggling to pretty much make ends meet.
You know why?
CUS EVERYONE WOULD BE RAISING THE PRICES OF EVERYTHING!
Since we can supposedly 'afford' more, the prices of everything HAS to go up.
It's like some unspoken law or something.
Oh wait, maybe there IS such a law in some dumb Economics Textbook.
What 'Affordability and Market Rates Relations' crap.
:S

*flomps*
Living is a HEADACHE.

Oh, and my mum finally stated it straight to my face today without beating around the bush or using Reverse Psychology crap.(Should i be happy?)
"Daddy and I would be REALLY happy if you choose to go to JC. We want you to go to JC."Quoted.
*flomps*
Oh look....i think i just saw the last of my resistance fly out of the window.
Hey wait! Come back! Don't leave me! Come back!!*grasps at thin air*
So i guess I'm pretty much JC bound huh?
Ok, i guess i'm not that against it now as i was a few months back as i've discovered a course i'm currently interested in at NUS Faculty of Social Sciences (and arts or some other thingy).
Japanese Studies.
I don't know why, but as of late, i'm like CRAZY crazy over all things Japan.
Before, i was interested.
Now, I'm nearing the line of obsessed.
I was googling Japan for christ's sake! Even though it's probably not in my travel destination list for another decade or so. Wait, NOTHING IS IN MY TRAVEL DESTINATION LIST! The places we're going would probably be Malaysia and....MALAYSIA....
OR! SINGAPORE!
The result of being 貧乏(binbou) a.k.a poor.
Anway, let's say i grow out of this Japan 'obsession' in the next 2 years, atleast i have time to change my mind and decide on something else.
Let's just say GOOD LUCK to me regarding JC life though.
A total slacker like me studying in a JC?
...
It's going to be hell.
I just know it.
Not just for me, but for the teachers trying to collect homework from me.
I might do some homework for the 1st few weeks as it's a 'new' experience and all but that's the longest it would last.
Or MAYBE I'll grow out of this slack attitude of mine?:O
Maybe I'll find a purpose in life and start WORKING HARD towards that goal?
Just maybe...
Or I might still be a lost lamb floundering around in life in the next few years to come.
Or even for the rest of my life.
Don't you just hate how the future is so uncertain?

Then comes the question of whether i'll be able to get into a decent JC with my FUCKING up my O levels with my slack attitude.
I can only pray now right?
I wish we can like, SLICE of a certain part of our personalities sometimes.
For instance, my the-more-i-need-to-study-the-more-i-slack personality.
I YELL at myself to study but i never do.
I wonder why...
So yeah, my O level's pretty much screwed.
Not going to go into the details as it'll just put me in a bad mood.
So, let's hope i can get into a JC and my parents will be HAPPY.-.-''
This is gonna SUCK.
I wish the 12th of Jan in the year 2009 NEVER comes.
NEVER.

...

I'm in a bad mood :( talking about all these...
Some KAT-TUN goodness to cheer me up?:S

This is from their 2007 concert :D

I guess I'd better go pack now...

Adios~

kame drama and one drop

2009-01-02T02:11:00.004+08:00

OMG I FREAKING CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DRAMA KAMI NO SHIZUKU TO COME OUT!!

The background music is the single 'One Drop' that KAT-TUN will be releasing soon!!!!!!!!!
*flomps*
It sounds nice :S
Like really different from the rest of their singles thus far...

Adios~

Gonna sleep! KBOXING tomorrow! XD

happy new year 2009! and disappointment

2009-01-01T14:26:00.005+08:00

Well, happy new year everyone!
I'm not gonna bother to make any New Year Resolutions as i never see any of them through anyway.

It felt good to wake up at 1pm again today...

...
...
...

Life's disappointing at times yeah?
Haiz...

*runs to get KAT-TUN fix to cheer self up*

Adios~

Jenny.

2008-12-31T22:15:00.004+08:00

I hate Jenny.
I wish he would go burn.
:P

*pokes voodoo doll*
God, I'm evil! MUAHAHA-.-''

Kame dosage:

Heheh! Got this picture from a fellow Kame/KAT-TUN fan in Belgium.
Cute ain't it? xD *ignores those who disagrees*

gee fine and hate shopping

2008-12-31T21:42:00.004+08:00

GEE FINE! The previous blog skin was sort of..hard on the eyes-.-''
IS THIS BETTER?!
Kame<3
I won't mind spending HOURS making his skin MUAHAHA>.>''

AND OMG I ABHOR SHOPPING WITH A FIERY PASSION LIKE...NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*fumes*
I'm never gonna get out of my chair or bed again. My poor rotting feet deserves an entire lifetime to recuperate.

Adios!~

twilight and jap test

2008-12-30T20:40:00.005+08:00

Ok, so i watched Twilight yesterday with Ros, Kelly and Jenny.
It was ok the 1st time. Somewhat draggy at times, but the baseball scene and fight scene made up for it.
I watched it again today, with Yvette and :
GOD, it's seriously screwed LOL.
We kept giggling (alright, it was outright laughing-.-) at totally solemn scenes-.-'' I think the other movie-goers were rather annoyed. XD
Watching it the 2nd time made me pick out more crap scenes and lines.
Dammit, i still can't get over the "You'd better hold on tight spider monkey!" and "He's my monkey man."
Like WTF LAWL.
No link.
Ok, come to think of it, the entire movie is sort of chopped up.
Great scenery and music though, i'll give it that much. :O
Like, the scene in the meadow where Edward and Bella were lying down on the grass looked GREAT.
But...umm...the point of the scene being?
OH LOOK!EDWARD GLITTERS WITH HIS EYES CLOSED TOO!
:S

AND!AND!Did you guys know there's a www.twilightsucks.com?!
Like wth honestly, LOL. Getting a web domain just for that is........rather stupid?
Lol, but i guess it's understandable after Yve explained to me exactly how crazy the Twilight fandom is.
Honestly, baseball bats, broken bones and gouged out eyes all for TWILIGHT?!
Gee...
Get a life people?
Stephanie Meyer has started a war.
The Cullenists(apparently, there's a religion created to worship twilight. THEY HAVE FREAKING PRAYERS MAN) against the In-It-For-The-Lulz-People.
I mean, I UNDERSTAND fandom. I'm a fan(a rather extreme one at that). BUT BASEBALL BATS, BROKEN BONES AND GOUGED OUT EYES??!!!?
FANDOM IS A GOOD THING!IT'S AN ESCAPE ROUTE FOR BORED/STRESSED/ETC. PEOPLE!SO HOW'D IT TURN INTO A REASON FOR BASEBALL BATS, BROKEN BONES AND GOUGED OUT EYES??!(ok i've said that thrice. I've still not gotten over the fact about BASEBALL BATS, BROKEN BONES AND GOUGED OUT EYES!4 times.)

Hah, anyway, after watching it twice, I'M NOT GONNA BE WATCHING IT AGAIN EVEN IF IT'S FREE. I won't mind listening to the soundtrack though. There's some seriously nice songs. :O

Well, I'd taken my jappy test today and GOD I HATE CARELESS MISTAKES.
All marks deducted was due to careless mistakes!(except for that listening question which cost me 2.40 marks O_O).
Ah well, i passed despite not studying much. Haha!
Was up till 3 watching the QoP DVD :3
GOD I LOVE THE DVD.

Ok, anyway
Adios!~

(god my keyboard is SCREWED.)

HERE!!

2008-12-29T19:05:00.002+08:00

OMG IT'S HERE!
IT'S FREAKING HERE!!!
I'M DYING FROM HYPERVENTILATION!
I'M LIKE...CRYING!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
LIMITED EDITION FIRST PRESS COLLECTORS' ITEM INCLUDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*dies*

edusave ceremony

2008-12-28T21:31:00.005+08:00

so...i had to wake up at 9 again today to attend the edusave scholarship/bursary ceremony.
GOD, IT'S AS BORING AS EVER.
They got a dance club from Mayflower Sec to perform 2 dance items for us that were
1. sloppy
2. uncoordinated
3. somewhat cool at the beginning with the classroom scene dance but lost all coolness when it just became act cute action
4. boring
5. BORING
I swear i'm not being biased. The Mayflower Sec dance club might be really good overall, but i'm just judging based on what i saw today, which was utter crap.

So i sat there for almost 2 hours...listening to speeches after speeches...names after names...(there was this pair of annoying amk primary girls sitting behind who kept making fun of the names of people in really shrill and loud voices. talk about ANNOYING) when finally yay! It's my turn to go up. ( i swear my butt rotted. thank god smsing ros saved my brain from rotting too). My earpiece was a lil TOO obvious for me to listen to music without seeming rude>.>

Even though the MCs kept stressing on us returning to our seats after getting the certs and stuff, more than half the people left...me included(oops).
I mean, sorry, as 'tempting' as the 'buffet' at the end of the ceremony was, the number of brain cells dying from boredom is simply not worth a few measly morsels of food.

Yay, so i'm 500 dollars richer (DAMMIT WHY CAN'T YOU GIVE ME HARD CASH?! :X)
I love the GVT sometimes :X.
These 4 years, i've gotten 1750 in my bank thanks to the GVT :X
Think in total, it adds up to around 3000 from the GVT...

Ok, so tomorrow, morn will be my jap lessons again. We've finished all the chapters in the textbook already, so tomorrow will mostly be revision before the test on tuesday ( like shit, i've been saying i'm gonna study but i've not done much. Total Deja vu-.-).
Then I'm gonna meet Ros and Kelly and Jenny (hey, i just felt like stating something here as...well, i feel like it, but did any1 try playing with their names? Jenny + Kelly mixed = Jelly + Kenny!)(ok that was crap. sorry. skip it) to watch Twilight tomorrow. And on Tuesday, I'm gonna be meeting Yvette to watch Twilight again.
Like wow huh?
Lol, kelly watched it with his cuz and said it was a nice movie. O_O
That's like TOTALLY opposite from what i've heard so far.
Guess i'll know tomorrow when i watch it.
Ahh...talking about vampire shows, KAME WOULD MAKE THE PERFECT KANAME FROM VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!!I realised this a few days ago when i was talking with...Selena i think!
LOOK! KAMENAshi and KANAME (so freaking similar)
and!

IT'S PERFECT.
I TELL YOU, PERFECT!
PERFECT PERFECTION!
*squeals*
i can find so many more pictures but if i add any more it's gonna become a photospam session :X

Alright, i was supposed to go shower, but the water wasn't hot yet...
I think it is now so...GONNA SHOWER!

Adios!~

HAPPY DVDS

2008-12-27T22:24:00.003+08:00

OH CRAP I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY.
I'M LIKE...BLOODY...OVER THE MOON!!!
MY KAIZOKUBAN LIVE AND QUEEN OF PIRATES TOUR DVDS ARE ON THE WAY.
IT'LL BE ARRIVING WITHIN THE NEXT FEW DAYS.

As of
Dec 27
16:38
It was posted at TOKYO METROPOLIS post office branch.

Dec 27
21:56
It was dispatched outwards at the TOKYO METROPOLIS post office branch.

Omg...i have no idea how i'm gonna sleep tonight...
FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!

I SEE BUTTERFLIES!!
WHY JENNIFER?!
CAR SHRIMPS!!
(ok i think no one got those KAT-TUN jokes>.<)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I CAN TOTALLY RELATE WITH HOW KEL FEELS WHENEVER HE GETS HIS SAMMI PRODUCTS
I'M GONNA DIE FROM HYPERVENTILATION
I LOVE LIFE(for now)
I HONESTLY DO
KKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT--------TTTTTTTTTTTTUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

shopping and new singles and dramas

2008-12-27T20:28:00.006+08:00

shopping, new singles and dramas

Ok so, does anyone else link the christmas season with shopping? I mean-
1. presents for family and friends
2. great discounts (HONESTLY I SAW A SHOP WITH 80% OFF STOREWIDE EXCEPT FOR SOME ITEMS) to start shopping for new year clothes.
3. and for Rosanna...shopping for mum's/siblings' birthday presents.

And so, despite having only gone out with my parents twice in the past few days (mum took leave), I dare say I'm almost done with my new year clothes-.-(maybe i wouldn't be dragged out next year to buy more new year clothes :O).
AND FREAK ME BUT I'M GONNA BE WEARING A SKIRT AND A DRESS.
Yeah yeah, I said I was gonna move away from the EVER SO COMFORTABLE AND CONVENIENT T-shirt and Jeans. It's about time i grew out of them anyway. In a few years, I'm probably gonna be working, and not many places allow the casual dress code of T-shirts and Jeans so i might as well start getting use to not wearing T-shirt and Jean. ( I KNOW i have repeated the phrase 'T-shirt and Jeans' so many times that you're probably freaking annoyed.)
Still, it's such a drastic change. ROAR.
I think I'll still go out in jeans when with friends :3
It's less weird>.> and inconvenient.
And less weird.
And less inconvenient.
And less weird.
You get my point right?
Hah....and i got my 1st ever handbag-.-''
You know why? CUS IT'S BIG ENOUGH TO HELP MY MUM PUT ORANGES IN.
My other 'older' bags are freaking tiny.
And my current sling bag is weird when carried with my new year clothes.
And thus, Mum: Handbag.
Good thing is: It's probably gonna last me for many years. Whoopee~AND JEEZ, I LOVE THE DREAMWEAVER LOOK-ALIKE THING HANGING ON IT.
I guess it's also part of the whole 'get used to change' thingy too.
Bad thing is: Gaah, it's gonna take me sometime to get used to it. It's...a handbag.
Albeit nothing like my mum's with buckles and all that.(I HATE BUCKLES.LET ME REPEAT.I HATE BUCKLES. When it's on bags and most shoes.)
gaah...

I LOVE THE DREAMWEAVER THINGY ON IT!
...
DREAMWEAVER THINGY!!!
...
DREAMWE-ok shutting up.

I don't know...especially after Grad Night, I'm not as opposed to dresses/skirts as before.
Hell, i still don't love it as it's...airy and inconvenient.(Yes, yes...i've said this many times above-.-)
But ahh...i guess i'll give them a chance...
But jeans are still my favourites.
I mean, HOW IS IT POSSIBLE TO NOT LIKE THEM?!

Oh god, i think i'm spastic and spouting random crap.
Does anyone even understand me?

Ahh well, i have a good outlet for my crapping energy:
KAT-TUN MUAHAHAHA.

Kami no Shizuku-airing 13th January 2009.
Starring: Kamenashi Kazuya :D
Theme song: One Drop by KAT-TUN. It's gonna be their next single, releasing on the 11th of February i believe...
It's based on a really popular manga.
GAAAH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SUBS TO COME OUT. JOR community on livejournal has taken on the project of subbing it. YIPPEE!:3

RESCUE-airing 24th January 2009.
Starring: Nakamaru Yuichi from KAT-TUN and Tegoshi from NEWS/TegoMassu.
Theme song: TACTICS by KAT-TUN. The single after One Drop, releasing on 4th March 2009.
It's the 1st drama where Nakamaru will be the lead actor with Tegoshi as a supporting cast. :O
The summary seems interesting enough. :O
I don't know of any subbing teams that have taken on this project, but i think it's definitely gonna be subbed. :3 If not by a KAT-TUN fan subbing team, then a NEWS/TegoMassu one.

I think this is the 1st time KAT-TUN is releasing so many singles at once. O_O'' They're all like, 1 or 2 months apart.
3rd Dec 2008 - White X'mas
11th Feb 2009 - One Drop
4th March 2009 - TACTICS
KAT-TUN's gonna be one hell of a busy recording and shooting the PV and it's making.
With all the new singles coming out, their 4th album should be out soon right?:D
YAY!
*cries over money spent*

Anego
Starring: Akanishi Jin.
Theme song: Not by KAT-TUN :X
Jin's character was really hell of a cute and sweet in here.
Loving a woman 11 years older and wanting to marry her at 22 (despite reluctance at first) is like seriously omg.
There's always this part where they're thinking some really funny thoughts and it appears as words on the screen that makes me laugh.
The only annoying part is the beginning of every episode where the 'Anego' speaks directly to the camera in some narrative-ish way.
But the 'Anego' character is rather funny too.
Hmm...Jin's acting could be better. :O
It's still pretty good though. :D
cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute...>.>''

I'm gonna be watching Sapuri now when I'm free as KAME is starring in it :D
The story basis is rather similar to Anego though. :O
So i may become bored by the story line and move on to another drama 1st before coming back to this...
Theme Song of Sapuri is YOU by KAT-TUN.
This song was rumored to be a single. But it got replaced by Yorokobi no Uta ( i think...if i remember correctly) when Jin left for America (wait..didn't Jin appear in the Yorokobi no Uta PV too?) Shame..i liked YOU alot more than Yorokobi no Uta (although the song does grow on you after a while.) Ah well, it's personal taste i guess. I know of fans with Yorokobi no Uta as their favourite song :S
And i think YOU is currently the only non-single song with a PV. O_O''

Ok, why am i going on and on about KAT-TUN when no one but me really cares?-.-
Skip the above part!(like we do when we read Kel's blog about Sammi lol =P).

Haiz...think I'm gonna go study Jappy now ( this has to be the most effort I've ever put into a language).
WHY MUST THE TEST BE ON TUESDAY??!!?!
I can't make it for the walk-in interview at NTUC because I'll be late for the test if i do :(

I was supposed to add a friend from Jap class on facebook but i've forgotten her email-.-
Crap, what's wrong with my memory.
It wasn't even a complicated one.
*knocks self*

Kame and Jin cuteness! :3
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I Give Up

2008-12-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

I Give Up

To the HIMS and HERS who have barged into my life and left in his/her wake a trial of wreckage.
I give up, trying to understand the world and the people in it.
I give up, trying to understand what goes in the minds around me.
I give up, trying to get YOU to understand.
I give up, trying to get over it.
I give up, trying to get you to broaden your perspective.
I give up, trying to be there for you.
I give up, trying to placate your weird temper.
~~I give up, trying to keep what we have between us going on strong.~~ Gave up on that long ago. Now, we simply seek refuge in the company of others around us, avoiding major eye contact that would make the most comfortable of atmospheres awkward and strained.
I give up.
I give up.
I GIVE UP.
It's driving me insane.

Ohh~there goes the drama queen again. She seems to be spouting lines out of a drama script.
Whatever.
Shut up.
I don't give a damn.
Or even a quarter.

Time supposedly heals everything right?
The situation Time is in must be worse than Britain's NHS.

頭が痛いです。

Taiwan trip

2008-12-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

ok it took me long enough to finally blog about this :O
Just some interesting pictures to share i guess...

I rode this on the 1st day there :D It was fun..i guess.
I'd have probably enjoyed it more if i'd gotten more than a few minutes of sleep on the ~~hell hole~~ plane.

This was next to a performance hall, souvenir shop, and toilet hut.-.-
Yes. It's what you think it is.
It's THAT THING.
A THAT THING that's taller than my dad.
Like omg.
It's a monstrosity.

Ok this was the only decent shot i have of Li Hsing (the daughter of the family we went on the trip with). My face's buried in that humongous candy floss. It started of as 2 seperate ones but somehow ended up stuck together in that malformed state you see in the picture.
Goes to show you need skill to make candy floss. A skill that we're sorely lacking in :(

The flower garden/field/thingy place. It was really nice.O_O flowers as far as the eyes could see. Ok maybe not. But it was still really cool>.<

AND THIS IS A FREAKING CUTE HAT. WHOEVER DOESN'T AGREE SHOULD JUST DROP DEAD AND DISINTEGRATE. I would have bought it just to look at it and laugh everyday Dx (yes, i think i have a mild obsessive compulsive disorder) if not for the fact that we were already short of tawiwan cash.

That dope blinded by the flash that you see in the picture is me(sadly).
Ok this is XiMenTing...some really popular shopping and hanging place with Taiwanese youngsters.
IT WAS WHERE I BOUGHT MY KAT-TUN BABIES :D
and 2 hats.
I think i remember seeing some Tdrama scene being shot here :O

ok, the ferris wheel right in the middle of buildings...
It's got to be the one in Why Why Love right?:D Or whatever other drama you can think off-.-
That was the best shot my camera's capable of. It has a horrible zoom and pixel quality >( Time to change soon.

Just some random shots i took on the bus while heading to the main airport back to catch the flight back to SG.
I really love sky shots :O
Taiwan has a really nice sky :O
Bleh :O

There's so many more pictures i wanna blog about but as blogger sucks, i shan't.

Adios~

BOLT 3D!

2008-12-25T21:21:00.001+08:00

Heh, so i went to watch BOLT 3D with my parents yesterday after the christmas eve party thingy
AND WHAT THE HECK THE SHOW ROCKS.
i love the cat.
i love the dog.
i like the hamster.
An animation show made me cry 3 times-.-
It wasn't just tearing up either.
It felt weird-.-
And kill me if it isn't the most hilarious movie i've seen in the cinema this year. :O

would you believe me if i told you we were a family of secret agents? :O
Probably not -.-

Anyway.
明日私はホウガンガ日本語の学校で日本語を勉強します。ブスと電車で行きます。そこ学は有名です。学校は古いと小さい。でも、安いです。（＾＾、）
先生はきれいな人、そして親切です。それは凄いですね。
じゃ、今日はクリスマスです。お母さんのプレセントはCASIOの腕時計を暮れします、そしてお父さんのプレセンは日本語<->英語の辞書です。大好きですね。＾＾ｖ

ok that was utter crap with alot of grammatical errors and such>.<>.< I've been falling back for the last few chapters :O Oh no. I'd better study tonight before lessons start again tomorrow. Adios~ OH AND XUELI AND SELENA LIKES KAME TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I'm so freaking happy-.- *squeals*
KAT-TUN dosage :D

ahh...the chiibi days>.<

New skin

2008-12-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

Ok, my old blog refused to let me change the skin so i finally twirked things around and renamed my testing blog(which actually allows me change skins like omg :O) while changing the url of the previous blog so that i can use it's url for this one....does anyone understand me?>.>''
Anyway, that's not of any importance...
All previous posts will be in http://clandestinefabrications2.blogspot.com
Finally...i've got my Kame skin :D
Albeit it's sort of crappy...-.- and the words are a little hard to read (i'm too lazy to add a translucent box to make it easier on the eyes>.<)
Hey give me some credit. I think it's pretty decent for someone with no previous who worked with a crappy mouse for less than an hour on photoshop cs.
Ah crap, the pictures of kame makes it beautiful already xP *ducks any potential projectiles thrown my way by ros, jenny and kelly-.-*

I'll just repost the post i made this afternoon on this blog to take up space :O

Adios~